all bOut my life

2009-11-22T15:18:00.000+08:00

hi all, I've shifted to https://everythingonnabealright.wordpress.com
(because of xiapa~!)

It seems fun! haha.

2009-10-27T01:07:00.011+08:00

I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY AND WEEKEND TO COME!!
(keepping my fingers crossed TIGHTLY!)
Dream come true! hehe!
=)

NO MONDAY 12-630pm BLUES TODAY!!

Agenda Tml: Tuition,study,tution,meet AG!

YAYS,3 more days!

ahhh! Im so sick of my company in school. guys talk about girls.
Too much details can be absolutely turn off!
I need GIRL friends!!=(

2009-10-17T01:25:00.008+08:00

"It is not how much you earn, it's how much you can saved!"
This is what I've been reminding myself repeatedly whenever I've the urge to spend!

I'm still reading "Rich dad,Poor dad"! 60% done only!

School started for like 3 mths already!& I havent made any female friend!=( sighs.Damn sad! I guess I should be contented that Im lucky enough to have company for all my lecture!

These days, I feel like I am in my own world!=/

What's wrong with me! =(

I kept hearing this "tee tee" sound in my head. Ihe sound of a equipment my mum uses to improve blood circulation for her leg! Fyi,its 2am around and my mum is sleeping already! freaky!!

Ahhh..I keep having this "I-wanna-watch-movie" feeling!

I feel so unhealthy!! shiyun shiyun, when should we get back on TRACK! haha.

Initially,she was crying. Wugui to the rescue!

ugly but cute!

So cute!

TBC

2009-08-31T02:20:00.011+08:00

OK I SHALL BLOG SMTH HAPPY TO MAKE AG HAPPY

Here's a picture of me forcing u to take picture with me when u're sick! U eating the green bean soup my mum specially cooked for you!

FYI,you never fail to make me smile/laugh whenever Im pissed/angry! =)
How amazing can u be!

HAPPY Xth mth tml~!gee! love tuesdaysssssss!! hee! our secret!

Miss those time in Batam!=(

Fyi: I know my bottom looks cui! Its a dress ok,fyi!

My OUR collection! gee!

DEAR XIAPA!

Being your v faithful readerxx,I can sense your stress! haha. JIAYOU BABE!Need anyone to talk to, can msn/ext/ring me!I hope this lian-ish pic can cheer u up!
Fyi: Im looking forward to the day we can finally meet up to study/face to face heart-to-heart talk!hee

ALRIGHT i should stop my fyi-ing! so bitchy! hahaha. But I like leh!

2009-08-07T16:40:00.005+08:00

sigh, I always thought u are the only one who knows me really well.
(Because I let u into my world which I restricted it to others.)

Everything thats is going on in my life...maybe im wrong.
U dont really understand me. (how I feel. What Im gg through.etc)
U even judged me.

Im really hurt by what u have commented.=''(
And im sure u didnt say tt jokingly.
=(

Argh

I need to get back to what Im supposed to do today.
Cant believe we're at the airport now.
Cant believe tt im studying when its only the 1st wk of sch.
But I reckon that are many others who are studying already.
With all my commitments,I need to be really really disciplined and consistent!

I dont understand finance at all! feel so crap.
Im sure it'll get better! (according to wl)Thanks babe for ur encouragement!
investorwords.com shall be my bestest friend from now onwards!

I wish everyone's doing well.
tata

2009-07-24T01:32:00.002+08:00

sigh!=(

IM SO STRESS!

Hope everything goes well!!
I should press on!

bye.=9

2009-07-01T00:30:00.003+08:00

Im so scared & sian!

I have so much things to settle yet im nt sure wads gg on!
and there's...
HELP ME!

=(
feeling terrible.

drained!

I'll be fine aft I wake up tml!

2009-07-01T00:17:00.003+08:00

I love to hear the sound of wave splashing.
I love to let the waves washed my feet.
I love looking at the beautiful sky.
I love sitting on grass.
I love to walk on sand.
I love windy days.
I love rainy days.
I love flowers.
I love clouds.

I love you!
happy anni!
=(

2009-06-22T22:40:00.002+08:00

It feels like my world is turning upside down.
..like im gg to lose everything tt I once had.
Guess what, im the only one to blame if it happens.

I guess I've been feeling really depressed over this "holiday".

I should just stop!
argh,I dont wanna go wrk tml with triple eyelids!!

2009-06-18T02:10:00.014+08:00

Feel like blogging yet I'm lazy!

. Get to to try new stuff this month. IT show / Mango sales! Not bad experience. Though,not really my cup of tea to do sales.
. Worked from 9am-11pm today! MADNES!!!!! leg feel so nuaed!
. No. of customers,piles of clothes on racks,hangers & clothes son floor,amount of dust drove me crazzzyyy!!!
. When we switched on the fans, it was snowing dust aft the customers (FINALLY) left!Apparently,the dust have always been there. But,!it was so packed that we didnt even realised!
. I learnt how to be a better customer ,how to hang and fold clothes quickly. I also learnt to like folding and hanging clothes. So that I'll have an easier time in the next few wks!
. My motivation throughout today:
1st:YAY! no work tml!!
Sun,hair hair,mend the hole from buying baby no2!
. I hope ML gives us an answer soon!
. Cant wait for miss loh to be back!! I wanna sleep with u(=/) & (most imptly)been eons since I get to slap u awake! P.s: Sorry I cant fetch u back this time!=( I've wrk on tt day!for
. I have 2 tuition tml!=/
. Another thur, which I'm nt running!=(
. Time to start using my CLARIN cream!
. OMG. Suddenly,my leg starting to have some spots.
. I'm not looking forward to the future. Because of the BIG "H" and also...!
. I think Im hard to satisfied at times.
. I think I sheng zai fu zhong bu zhi fu!
. YAY im blogging with my 4day old baby! She's going to accompany me to sch!=) But she's heavy!!!
. Im in love with this song from Hannah M. movie! Meaningful song!

Well, unhappy stuffs happened too.=(

Anyway, played Left 4 Dead with someone.
I kept falling and always waiting for help at the edge of the building!!
Someone wanted to be hero!In the end, He fell too! HAHAHA.
2 idiots hanging there! HOPELESSLY!
haha. joke man! 3rd person must be laughing like mad!
Funny and memorabl(e)ly stupid! hahaha

My niece! so adorable!!

Mei mei with her short hair! My cousin behind is trying to pick up those confetti on the floor to throw over our head to create some effect. Well, FAILED totally!
2 of us like fool, getting all excited!hahaha.

Met up with animalfarm at 85 then mj at horse's hse! Before tt, horse drove us for a spin! Look at our scared and painful face!!hahaha. our faces were slapped by our long hair!The ride was super exciting and fun!!

1st bus seat with Mr Pluggie!

2009-05-25T16:57:00.005+08:00

hi all. I'm back blogging!
Actually,I have been blogging. It is just that its all saved under draft! haha.
Well, sometimes u just feel like typing but not for the world to see.

Going to meet up with animal farm later. looking forward to catch up with them!
(P.S: Wormy, u're not forgotten! WE'LL WAIT FOR U TO BE BACK & HAVE REUNION!hehe)
Xiapa and I can totally imagine how horse goh is gg to react when he knows taht I'm going for MOE interview!LOL!
Gurantee chop he will be like "YOU?!?! HAHAHAHAHAH"

Anyway, I'm feeling anxious about the interview!
3 interviewers!=/ crazy!!
I have 2 more days to prepare and psycho myself tt i really wanna be a teacher!!

Today , I didnt sleep on my journey to work!This is the 1st time in 4 mths!haha.
cause I get to wake up an hr later!hehe.
Well, I read "Tue with Morrie"! (thanks to wormy and ys!)
& I happened to read about money matters.
Material needs Vs LOVE.death.
Feeling so guilty =/

Work at TP is so much better!& time flies really fast here!!
1 more hr and I'll be FREE!! hehe!
But sadly, this is gonna be for a few days only!
Then,I'll be back to my boring job for a week.
Hope I'll be able to find my type of job! haha! all the best to me!

Finally, I'm back to running!!WOOHOO!!
RUNNING ROUTINE SHALL RESUME!!!DON'T STOP!!

I wonder how I slpt last night. Literally half of my upper body is aching like mad!!=/

Sian. I'm not looking forward to saturday! FOR ONCE!=(

2009-03-30T01:30:00.006+08:00

feeling so so so pathetic right now!

Maybe the funniest moment which make me felt alive was screaming and trying to use wugui as a shield when we were in the same lift as a (rather huge) dragonfly!
Probably I felt like a souless person today.
Everything just didn't go well since the moment I was being woken up.. ='(

Well, I feel like stuffing my face/mouth full with lots and lots and lots of B&J choco brownie and strawberry cheesecake.

Totally nt looking forward to tml.. =( sigh!
gg down alone to settle my application & I still cant decide hw! ='(

Finished cough medicine yet I'm still coughing.
As well as, no more medicine for my sore throat in the morn!=( hope it wont hurts tml morn!
I should really learn to be gd and listen to wugui.

Its ok to sob sob sob today.
Because tml I promise myself to be stronger.
If u all cant find a way, its ok...
I WILL.

This is the 1st time I really feel so capable and proud of myself.
Though I do feel sad that "its" diminishing..sigh

Anyway, I shouldn't sound so =(.

Life ain't that bad after all because I've Wugui Tham!
I'm looking forward to wed though no plans yet.
its also APRIL FOOL. but there's nt the main pt yea!
& YAY.I hope my taiwan colleague will rmb to bring all the stuff that she help me buy in taiwan! Cant wait!

THANKYOU goldfish! you're the best!
To the world, u maybe just one person
But to me, u may be the world =)

2009-03-24T21:36:00.004+08:00

hi, my blog is officially died.

I've so much on my mind nw.
VEXED! sigh. cant wait for this period to be over.
Maybe i should act LEARN to embrace it.

Anyway, I've got 2 tuition kids nw.
Gonna start one on sat! exciting yet quite scared.
so much reading to do! lesson plan!

I'm down w flu,cough and sore throat.
Its been 10yrs since i fell sick. crap.

My blocked nose is killing me!
and my nose feels so dry and painful!=(

Looks like NO-WORK tml isnt gonna be a gd day.
so much for looking forward to it.sigh.=(

2009-02-05T15:11:00.005+08:00

hi, I wonder if there's anyone out there who is still checking out my blog.
its been so boring&outdated!

Well, these days there seems to be so many decisions for me to make.
Not enough time. Everything so ASAP!!
So far, I feel like I kinda screwed out everything.
Things that I've planned & looking forward to are nt gg accordingly.=(
I ended up making myself & someone upset.
>=( I feel so pissed w myself!!!!

Totally nt looking forward to go wrk on tuesday!
but definitely looking forward to TUE! =)
IF ONLY IF ONLY......Argh!

& I'm so gonna miss my collegues here!
so friendly and nice ppl!=(

Hopefully I can finish my mission by this weekend!!!
cant wait to start on it!=)

P.S:write ZHIYI in circles nt hearts!! HAHA =)

FOR YOU FOR YOU! =)

2009-01-14T15:17:00.016+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!

I've been wanting to blog but I'm always lazy to..
(ytr shiyun reminded me to blog!hahaha.see..I'm blogging for my running buddy!)
Because I've to decide what to say and what not.
Blog ain't a diary anymore!

Anyway,ZY wishes everyone a BELATED NEW YEAR and also GONG XI FA CAI!=)
May we have many many ang baos! haha.

Well, I had a great end of 2008 and an awesome start of 2009!
Thanks to my Bwz~!=) HAHAHA.

Looking back the past 2 wks..
2009 has been rather good to me..
For the consecutive 9 days, I've been going ( BRINGING Bwz) to different places and taking buses everyday! =)

Of course, there are downs.But,its all over now!
I'm keeping my fingers crossed that it'll stay this way!=)
BLESS ME!

YAY!! HOORAY. THUR is TML!
I just cant wait...!! =)
I'm keeping my fingers crossed(again!)hahaha**

ARGH. But,I'll be jobless aft 4th Feb! >=/ sickening...!
Hopefully something better is waiting for me(us!) out there!
For now, I gotta start to job hunt again!

u want pics?

Show u MARINA BARRAGE!haha

AHA! This shows how windy the place was! look at all our tissues! wasted!
& Look at SY! She's a (100%)good citizen! haha.

My hand feels empty.
but not my heart!=)

its FRIDAY! heh heh

2008-12-19T11:45:00.009+08:00

Flip flop weekend is here again!
This time I won't be in Spore.
Have to give the bbq a miss!=( so sry!

Commitments. Commitments. Commitments.
Even if it means having to go stadium to run alone! haha.

Anyw, last min I had company.
8 runs ytr! great! wooo~
P.s: shiyun, I intend to try 10 nxt wk! hahaha. ya it meets ur "at -least-8"

To fans of FALL FOR YOU by secondhand serenade:-
Do you know why its call Secondhand Serenade?
According to John Vesely, when he writes a song about somebody, that person is usually the first to hear it. Everyone else listens to it second hand.
that's so wow wow wow! haha. How meaningful is that!

YES.bitchy worm is coming to T.Pagar to wrk!
Say BYE to boring lunchtime! hahaha.

Argh.I cant wait to watch TWILIGHT!!!

oh well. My one wk break is gonna be use to clear my stuff and rm!
sigh.

Anyway, "I" made a bookmark! hahaha.I tink its cute though its black and white!

Haha. I'm so proud of my instant personal pass.lol.
Altough,it was more of a "sai-kang"pass.haha.
Personal shopper for my Indon colleague.set up booth.pack up.

Guess what I had to shop? BABY food.ROYCE.Meiji choco.
She's funny. She emailed me this:-
"Thank you dear! According to my cousin, I am already like Paris Hilton having a person to do my shopping for me! Hahaha..."
But the experience was fun! haha. There's also good food.

Shucks.Work makes me so formal in my communication!

According to my boss, I'll be loaded with work later!
& there's OT tonight!=/ maybe I shouldn't go vivo alr!

DADA (tata)!haha

2008-12-11T11:39:00.009+08:00

I think I look like some vampire here!haha.

haha.I think this photo i took with horse is acutally nt bad for photofunia.

maniac!

as u can see I'm quite bored. yawns.
ok, I'm gg to be some(informative)pot at the booth soon. haha.
hope I've enough energy to last me till i finish my run later! heh.

Ok. I guess i should cab to suntec now and have korean food or whatsoever first instead of rotting here...ZZZZZZZZZZZ

tata

ESCAPE YEEEE PEEE!

2008-12-08T01:06:00.011+08:00

ESCAPE WAS AWESOME.
Although we had to get out of the roller coaster due to some drizzling.
(that was jus our 2nd ride!)
ALL THANKS TO THIS PIC! haha.
Just tt one sec or we'll be happily roller coaster-ing!!

anyway,first ride was VIKING(VICKY(HAHA) OR PIRATE SHIP !)
We chose the middle section.
Cause I was feeling hum! HAHAHA.
but I felt rather heroic anyway! HAHAHA.
only ayam knows why HOR?! haha =p

2nd VIKING RIDE. I was determined to sit at the END of the ship. But it was taken up! So we had to make do with 2nd LAST!={
its so...WOW.HAHA.
That heart-stop-beating feeling came back b4 I went to sleep last night!
ANYWAY, just in case u didn't notice the girl at the bottom left!
Well, I'm sure u'd have by now! HAHAHA.
& fyi, the 2 couple behind are strangers!
But this pic looks more like theirs instead of ours.
Oh,this pic was taken to tease susan teo! HAHAH.
So now u see how a pic can paint a thousand words! HAHA.

Talking abt funny and weird ppl
I spotted ANOTHER man who wanted to be in the pic.
But I guess he's too spastic for our (rather formal) grp shot!;)

I LOVE THIS THE MOST! SO FUN!! but we only played it ONCE!=(
lol. YJ looks so cute here!LOL! hahaha.

WOOTS! A picture of SSG(FINALLY!!)! =)
Anyway, SSG stands for STEAL SOUP GIRLS from chicken rice uncles! HAHA.
especially his salted veg soup!
What an awful grp name I know(nby me!). But its a FACT! haha.

oh this random but I make them take this pic with me!
so pretty right..!!? haha. I guess I watched too much Korean drama! AHAHA.

Had girls talk at some park after dinner.
Care and share session. So nice!I like!
Had my "neutralization" too! haha.

I don't mind gg ESCAPE again man! its so CHEAP!$8.80 now!
I wanna go Ice skating next! But I doubt it'll come true! haha.

Had some chat about family history and stuff with my uncle,aunt and parents just now.
Well, my uncles also started his (usual) preaching about future,studies, bf and husband!HAHA.
as always but I'm totally appreciative and grateful.
I felt so loved man! X)
Also, my uncle said that I'm mature! HAHAHA. WHAT A COMPLIMENT! LOL.

oops.its 2am alr!

I better get to bed or I'm afraid I can't make it for the 12pm Msn! =)

2008-12-06T00:01:00.002+08:00

OH CRAP.
I can feel it coming.. PMS.
gosh.I feel like CRAP.

Man. I hope it will only arrive on tue!
I needa go for mon evening run!
& I've been psych-oed to join Adidas Sundown 2009!
42km or 84km! O.O haha.

I'm really looking forward to see ANIMAL FARM tml!!! =)
ZOO-ing!

I wonder why my mind,heart and actions can never coordinate..

viola....

2008-12-01T17:51:00.004+08:00

What's a blog for....?
when I don't even feel(want) to blog what I really feel like saying..
Maybe its time to change to livejournal or whatsoever.
I just cant keep it all inside me. =/
although I think I'm good at suppressing my feelings or keeping things to myself.

Today, work is like going to war! Haha. its quite exaggerating.
its gd. I hope they will keep feeding me with wrk! haha
Anyway, I still have time to tell ah chen story.;p
& actually i tink her blog got a no of my pics!LOL.

I'm gg to get the book "Remember me?".

Running tml. and yes there's last min plan(hit the gym)if it rains.
Actually I've a v strong feeling tt it'll rain.hahaha.lol.
I feel like I'm being cursed! LOL. whenever I look forward to smth, there's a high possibility that it will be cancelled/postponed/change.

I dunno why I'll feel stress when I dont reply msges. lol.

ok that's all.

2008-11-20T10:48:00.012+08:00

hehe. Boss not in today.She's wrking from home!
She's gg to MSN me wrk later!
Now I'm waiting for another boss for ATF stuff to do!

Temp PA of Legal head!
so much to read.helped to summarize some clauses.proof read.
never ending clauses...yawns.. "For avoidance of any doubt yada yada.."
But it's ok. I wanna try out.

and the only time I get in touch with NUMBERS!
is.....EXPENSES REPORT! lol.

Anyway, my goal for this yr is to keep this job! haha.

Hopefully, jie & me is able to change grandpa's bday dinner to POTLUCK at grandpa hse.
Instead of gg out to eat. which is so lame..
Cant even spend quality time catching up with one another!

YES. Xmas is coming!
But nth much on .. hmmm.
I love Xmas songs!I wanna hear caroling on the streets..!

Specially for this unprecedented financial Crisis!
♪♫ You'd better watch out
You'd better not cry
You'd better keep cash
I'm telling you why:
Recession is coming to town.

It's hitting you once,
It's hitting you twice
It doesn't care if you've been careful and wise
Recession is coming to town

It's worthless if you've got shares
It's worthless if you've got bonds
It's safe when you've got cash in hand
So keep cash for goodness sake, HEY

You'd better watch out
You'd better not cry
You'd better keep cash
I'm telling you why:
Recession is coming to town!

Finance products are confusing
Finance products are so vague
The banks make you bear the cost of risk
So keep out for goodness sake, OH

You'd better watch out
You'd better not cry
You'd better keep cash
I'm telling you why:
Recession is coming to town. ♫♪

HAHAHA. Just in case u think I'm talented in writing lyrics, its from some email!

Anyw, my colleague is on Cabbage Soup Diet!
She said she lost 4kgs in 7days!!O.O
I'm gg to try it soon..! haha.

WELL,
I feel so bored... yawns....
I feel like watching twilight(alr!HAHA.VAMPIRES!)!
I feel like Ice skating..
I feel like gg ESCAPE!
I feel like chilling& stoning somewhere or anywhere...
I feel like pubbing..
Actually I feel like slping! haha.

I'll be so damn free and perhaps jobless aft Xmas Eve..
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

I feel like buying a scarf! haha.

bb! I've got wrk now....

2008-11-16T01:49:00.007+08:00

BBQ+KBOX

HA. Today its my first encounter with a G who flirts!
lol. ask my 'mummy'(em mum) to ask me call him DEAR. =.=. chi bi ge dan!!
omigosh.I dont even dare to look at him!
I'm afraid that I'll burst out laughing!=X! opps.haha.

PICS! thanks to highly efficient AHCHEN!=)

so cute.

OMG.I'm gg see tt G tml at the salon! HAHAH.sian! =/

Can't believe that Im getting sick of seafood! haha.how to steamboat tml!?
oh man. MY CHOLESTEROL LEVEL!haha. need to take in & give out (MORE!)!

Anyway, start wrk tml! OMGOSH!
be a gd employee!hope I can learn new stuff. heh.
pray that my boss will be good to me! treat me like xiao mei! HAHAHA.

what goes around ,comes around!

2008-11-10T14:08:00.011+08:00

HAH.I can't believe that I'm employed alr!so fast!
I really become P.A! HAHAH. nt-the-usual-unpaid one!

I'm officially a SLAVE OF MONEY next mon!
Gonna start my saving plan! SAVE SAVE SAVE!!
so forget abt asking me to treat u! HAHAHAHA. ;p

Hopefully,I'll still have time for
ice skating,ESCAPE,kbox,learn roller blading.......

wow I still have craving for SUSHI~~

SIGH HAIZ SIGH econs!.!.!
3more days of you!HANG ON THERE!!

BE YOUR OWN MIRACLE!

3020/ 0510. WHAT AN EXPERIENCE!

2008-11-07T21:24:00.007+08:00

zhiyi is utterly disappointed&upset with zhiyi!

an hr of sushido!
makes me feel like eating sushi now!hunGAY!
(FISTS soup anyone?!HAHAHA)
HAH I made the geisha(my customer!)so angry till her makeup CRACKED!HAHA.
o bi good~! who ask her put so thick!=X

Sigh.
Feeling hopeless yet I have to move on..
(so not me!=/) NO CHOICE!

PANIC.REGRET.I HATE THEM BIG TIME. =(
it's gonna be a worrying 3 months.
hopefully someone will employ me to keep me occupied!

On a lighter note, 1 > wk! I'll be done!

anyway, WELCOME BACK TO SPORE WORMY!
cant wait to catch up with u!!!!

P.S: Pls don't ask me how's my Alevels!ha.

2008-11-01T18:50:00.004+08:00

Thanks girls.
Thanks for the HOUSEFLY & the cool presents!(I hope the baby napkin is of gd quality. I need to keep it till like perhaps 10yrs later for my baby! oh it gotta be a baby girl!)
Thanks 'sch clique' for celeb my v be-earlied bday! haha.

Just had lunch at Sakura with my family to celeb my uncle and my bday.
Feel > slack.& I guess the 'slack genes' is all in the blood!(I always feel and think that I'm a big time slacker!really!& honestly I hate it!)
HAHAHA. my aunt thinks that not studying a day doesn't makes a big diff!my dad and my uncle too!
perhaps that explain why I'm feeling rather slack!(ok excuse only.!)

I wanna go Night safari next Halloween!looks so exciting and fun!
http://www.nightsafari.com.sg/whatsnew/halloween08_gallery.htm

ok.bout 5 hrs more to my b'day.(not exciting. scared. why time pass so quickly!! >=[)
hope I've some time to do reflection for my 8teen life.
&hope I'll be able to make it for the SOT lesson at 8am or 10am!
& my b'day wish list is NO EMBEDDED CLAUSE in P1! (dream on!)

I dunno why am I did this qns.
Do you agree with the view that the most dangerous threats to mankind today are political and religious extremism?
&I'm actually interested in this issue!LOL.

sigh & its 3days to my grandma death anni.

byebye. back to GLOBAL ISSUES &GP GP GP!

GOOD GRIEF

2008-10-26T22:09:00.011+08:00

sigh.

A level is driving me crazy!!!!!!!!! =(
SO STRREESSSSSSSSSSS
that I went for a 45min jog last night to vent all my frustration!
I jogged past all the girls house except belle's!! haha.

GOOD GRIEF! 1 more week! SO DEAD!=(
damn depressing!
GODBLESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Anyway,random.
I think what the guy(in the serial)said was really true as to how guys think and act.
"Why think so much about the future? It doesn't matter.as long as both party happy can already! "
haha.I'm sorry for being stereotype or generalizing or whatsoever.

2008-10-22T19:03:00.007+08:00

hehe the girls are so sweet!
thankfully,they're responsible!(I feel like a selfish BEECH though!)
haha. BUT i'll be back!!! =)
YES - 1 burden! I was worrying abt the present!PHEW!

Z says: 28th oct coming...

☆em :] says: if u want to ask abt present

☆em :] says: dont ask :]

☆em :] says: dun worry

☆em :] says: you concentrate on ur As pls

Zsay: eh i mean IDY'S leh

☆em :] says: TSK

Z say: NOT CONCERN ABT my PRESENT LA!HAHAHA

☆em :] says: dun so loso

☆em :] says: concentrate on studying la ok? lublub

OPPS Im so sry idy! haha. Now u know that Im nt involved in ur present!HAHAHA.
PLS FORGIVE ME!!
P.S:oh btw my bday celeb can go ice skating tgt?! ;)
let start to save save save now!hehe.

ok. back to preparing for tml's GP essay test!
its the LAST essay before 3rd!scary..! =/

11days! oh gosh........!!!

2008-10-19T02:19:00.003+08:00

Subject: * has sent you a smile.
Message: * wants to brighten your day with a smile. Check out Aves's profile and send a reply.
A message from *:
HEY! you look like one of the actress.. from the channel 8, 7pm show.crap..forgot the actress name..anyway, just a passing comment/smile =D cheers

LOL.O.O. This has got me laughing from the W-O-R-K.
I studied GP like a subject today!haha!

YAHS.11DAYS TO MEETING THE GIRLS TO CELEB IDY'S BDAY!
10days to Idy's bday!

sigh.which is 15days to ALEVELS (again!)!=(
& 14days to my bday! =/
Totally not looking forward to anything right now. hah.
B'day just means more responsibility! haha. =X

CONQUER THIS BATTLE!

2008-10-13T01:50:00.006+08:00

Oh man. I've 8more hrs to my consultation and I haven't finish my wrk!
=( so so dead!
So I'm here to talk some nonsense to keep myself awake!
(I cant possibly laugh to myself right?! so must "TALK!")

firstly,SUSAN TEO!Im so so so sry I didnt go to ur party!
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!=) I'll make up to u aft 14th Oook! In the meantime, MISS ME!hahah ;p

Wahlao. Why tt terrorism qns really so hard! sigh. Why I so stubborn .

Anyway, I really really want my childhood photo and stuff back!
&I think he should have his childhood photo back too!
But but but, I didn't dare to ask him when he msged me! (what a waste!!!=/)
hahah.I'm afraid he might misunderstand tt I'm using this opportunity to meet him or smth!=.=
HAHAHA.that'd be so PS pls!

Sat Econs test was so depressing! >='(
< 3wks to Alevels and I CANT FINISH THE PAPER?!
I can go and die alr la!
Brain blockage. Everything cant flow out!
谁替我祈祷

替我烦恼为我生气为我闹

ok quite awake alr.BYE.

oh after A's I wanna learn how to rollerblade!

HAHAHAHA. Miss K jus msged and say she cant make it later! PHEW!
weeheeee MON IS MY DAY!=)
(and I cant believe we're texting & replying her is so STRESSFUL!!!=/ WOW.HAHA.)

vexed. let's RUN RUN RUN.

2008-10-08T21:40:00.006+08:00

The divergence between potential and actual!
hate it. =(

Pardon me if I'm acting weird /have attitude recently.
At times like this it's better to let me be alone.

u don't see/sense it doesn't mean no effort is put in.

2008-09-29T01:17:00.013+08:00

Well, suddenly i feel like blogging.

sunday was special in a way.
I feel blessed/thankful & perhaps less myopic over my probs.
Count ur blessings! ( before they ditch u!=/)

anyway,there's >5 ppl who commented tt I looked pale/yellow/white.
I'm feeling MOULDY btw. havent get in contact with the sun for TEN YRS!

Lots of things happened recently.
1st time in my life I've so so so many(uncountable) arguments with someone =.=
UNBELIEVABLE really. perhaps worrying too.
Its alright cause I believe everything happens for a reason..

OBIGOOD.We got scolded during SOT consultation..
gd wake up call.

anyway, here's some pics.

gotta experienced some S'pore spirit!WOOOHOO =)I like!

E!HUB

pretty pretty!haha.

my BRILLIANT IDEA!spot us!!

stress relieve! hohoho.maybe this is an evident tt Im violent when Im stress!=X.
BEWARE!Now don't u dare irritate me! hahaha

Awesome bb skills,ABEL!HAH.got caught!
(p.s to u-noe-who-u-re: I SCORED >2 pts!)

Lastly.
lovelove. see u all ONE MTH LATER!haha.

2008-09-27T00:39:00.003+08:00

Before I knew it, Im left behind this race.
=(
I hope its not too late.
I'd work freaking freaking hard for tt miracle!
I only have myself to blame!='(

2008-09-19T22:03:00.010+08:00

HI EVERYTHINGONNABEALRIGHT!

Why do we demand & expect more when we get closer to a person?
Where's the appreciation and gratitude?
Don't forget the simple manners like thank you, even if its ur parents.
Don't take one for granted.

Why we treat strangers with more respect and courtesy then people we love?
Isn't it an irony that u treat people u hardly know better than people whom u truly love & care?Is this innate?part of human nature?
Ok that's lame excuse!

Visited the polyclinic on mon morn due to my V swollen eye(hi idy.JINX!)
Of all things,I forgot to consult the doc regarding my 'noise-polluting' ankle!=/

The trip to polyclinic makes me feel so thankful I'm in spore!
Waiting time was much much shorter than what I expected!
I didn't know the fees are so cheap! (I guess that was my first time..)
& it got me thinking.
Looking at all the sick people esp the elderly..sigh.
I finally understand that I really gotta take charge for my own health!
Luckily,I managed to reach school in time for econs lesson!

oh & my parents ban me from eating seafood alr!=(
WHATEVER IT IS!
I still want my black pepper tang hoon crab on my b'day la!='(

Finally I got some encouragement from some teachers!
lol. sound so deprived.perhaps I'm! =/

this got be laughing a lil!LOL
M a k i - _ - i a m R a c i s T ~ I'm richer than Lehman Bros ^__^ says (11:34 PM):

alrights.thats all for now.
Anyway, I tink I gotta MIA for these 2mths!
So I guess the only time Im gg out(NOT studying) will be my granduncle's wedding dinner,big family dinner,IDYCHEN'S BDAY dinner(of coz!.dont worry!;p). THATS ALL.
2more mths. just BEAR WITH IT.

Lastly,DO NOT COMPARE! if u wanna lead a happy life.
Don't forget the simple things

this time,I really feel like running away.....
ha how realistic can I get..

2008-09-10T22:16:00.010+08:00

HOTSTUFFS!
1)Rats fall from ceiling of McDonalds.Check this out!

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=33949

McRats anyone?!=X
Oh I forgot if I did mention tt I saw a few rats "partying" outside tamp inter mac like its their garden.
& That was like a mth ago?! lol. wonder how many more rat babies are made alr.....!EWWWW =Z
P.s Loveloveburpburp girls:I guess we gotta source out for a new slacking location alr!HAHAHA.

2)MacDonald BOLEH! 1st Rat now Maggots.

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2087009

What's with Mac?! Now its McMAGGOTS! =/

Prelims results out...
What a huge opportunity cost for my maths and econs.=(
On a lighter note,GP and Chem has improved! X)
oh that reminds me tt I tried to show "X)" to My (rather ulu)CT jus now!
cause she have no idea what's "X)"!! HAHAHA.(& one guy saw!-.-.so ps.)
Some marker drew "X)" on my classmates chem p3 scripts!HAHAHA.=.=

Went Ehub with loveloveburpburp.Fascinated by the pretty ferris wheel!I wanna sit on tt one day!heh heh!
Arcaded for almost 2hrs?! =)
washibashi.Daytona.Drum and basketball.
Damn.I got 1st for 2 out of 3 games but I didnt get to take a pic with the screen in time! HAHA.
& the Drum game is so fun!Bumble Bee was exciting but KILLER man!haha
Anyway,I had muscle ache the next day!!!=/ haha.lousy

Alright gtg do some wrk alr.YAYS I feel so much more recharged now.
tata.

Talking it out is good.Thanks. Appreciate it. heh
I don't believe in being ignorant/presume that somehow it'll "dissolve" off miraculously!

Honesty is gd. Thanks yea.
But I gotta learn to take it more lightly!
Then,work on it... =)

A friend is the man who knows all about you,and still likes you

2008-09-06T23:50:00.005+08:00

=(

gosh.

=(

2008-09-06T14:42:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I secretly think tt I'm hard to get along with...
especially when u're talking abt in LR.
so I guess it ain't a secret now.

Airport is like 2nd home now.
more mugging there I supposed.

Some "getaway" tml.
& back to reality on mon.

Gonna get back out exam scripts on mon. sigh.
From 11am to 4pm.
prepared for the WORST.
Luckily, there's smth to forward to aft tt!=)

2008-09-03T00:01:00.003+08:00

having headache,,,,,>>>>=|

Im in such a ranting mood! >=[

I WANNA freaking CUT MY FINGE.
I WANNA do threading!

I feel like Im in a TOTAL MESS.
I feel as if Im losing myself! =C
I feel as if smth is missing....
nono.perhaps. I feel like an empty shell really...

I need time alone.

Mon morning...
Mummy:What time u gg out today?
Me(still half slping): huh. I dunno. after my exam lo...
Mummy:*PUZZLED(its SEPT HOLIDAY=NO EXAM)Huh.u gt exam?
Me:Ya...I dunno la...After exam end den go out lo...
hah.

WHATEVER IT IS...
I must constantly remind myself not to give up!
NEVER NEVER GIVE UP Zy.
& I gotta change my attitude FOR THE BATTER!

PULL UP MY SOCKS. KIN KIN KIN!

OH K BYE.

LOVEHATE

2008-08-29T23:33:00.003+08:00

oh man. My stomach is feeling wierd!>=(
I wonder if I got it from the squirrel! HAHA.

Ah.I havent decide if I should go jogging with my neighbour later at 8AM!
Finally some jogging buddy who stays so near..
but he's a guy & I don't really know know him..(dont get the wrong idea. its not tt I've got prob with guys!)
Shall see how later!

Cant wait for the gathering tml! haha.
& cant wait to try out fisherman wharfs.

oh yea. and big family gathering dinner!=)
I miss my ahgong,cousins and aunties and uncles!

E learning day = Kbox day.
it was gd with 5 hrs of quality singing.
hilarious indeed! haha.
But somehow I felt the previous one was better for some reasons. lol!=X

Shall officially start studying on mon!

Prelims answer are out.
If Im not wrong, I tink I got 30/40 for my Chem P1!WAHAHA!
however, the other papers were so cui cui la! sigh.>=(
GodBless!

P.s:I cant believe tt I actually picked up the accidentally-spitted out mentoes and stuck it on someone's face! HAHAHA. gross!
thats the most disgusting thing I ever did to someone!=X
If u're reading this, u gotta feel honored ! HAHAHA

2008-08-24T18:37:00.004+08:00

Woke up with double eyelid which is as big as my eyes!
HORRIBLE!anyway, it was kinda expected.
Its ok...At least I feel better now...

3 more papers to go...

Quick updates.
Basketball and vb was awesome on fri evening.
Especially when its drizzling!
hopefully, more to come..

Studying with thegirls was fun.
Its been ages since we study out tgt!Or maybe we didn't even really study out tgt b4! haha.& with a watermelon ard. things become more cranky! haha.
Anyway,I've yet to show burpburp & melon my TALENT on how to eat ice cream cone with a straw!haha.

Supper with burpburp was gd with OUR FAV SOTONG AND MILO!=)
Slpt < 3hrs for Maths p1!
Tt paper was SCREWED really screwed. =(

Alright the only interesting and exciting thing happened was...
A GIGANTIC FLYING COCKROACH flew into my room while I was studying. =.=(& the window was just BESIDE me!)
That cockroach gotta be damn zai! my curtain was closed and he flew thr the small gap!
P.s: I think ahchen will scream & faint on the spot!LOL.

HUNGRY!
Alright DINNER!! & then back to ECONS...!
bb all =)

2008-08-15T23:12:00.014+08:00

idy says (10:55 PM):
心理測驗題目：什麼原因會讓你想哭?
排一下自己最易哭的原因! (1是最容易 , 5是最不容易)
五個選項分別是：
a. 感動
b.傷心
c.痛 ( 是肉體, 不是心靈)
d.生氣
e.擔心/緊張

idy says (11:01 PM):
感動：不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是
排在第5 - 一個很聰明﹐很負責任的領導人。對你很尊敬。

傷心：跟你很熟的人覺得你是
排在第 1 - 對很多事都要求很高的人。不過有很多時候都太固執。

痛：你想要別人覺得你是
排在第4 - 很聰明 , 不過又不會驕傲的人。

生氣：你最希望你的情人是
排在第 3 - 內心是很可愛的一個人。你猜不到下一步他會做什麼。

擔心 / 緊張：其實真實的你是
排在第 2 -孤獨的人。很希望可以跟一大堆人在一起。不過很多時候都不知道怎樣跟別人溝通。

hahaha. thanks ah chen for all the translation!!heh
Horoscope stuff are so fun & interesting!! haha.
help to relieve some stress!grrrrrrrrr!=c
(save me la!!!=c I feel like Im drowning!!! random. But I really do have problem waking up EVERYDAY. It seems like I dread waking up!!! =/
=x I feel like slping my days away.=/ oh crap! )
this period is gonna be over! It'll be!!

Anyway, check this out! Our BEI TANG'S DAY! ;)

oh look at her surprised face! haha.
Many many credits to the main creators : ABEL AND CHEN! heh

the dangling arm was sewed by me! My very first "sew"! haha.
[p.s: aint u touched beitang? haha. FYI its emily's FIRST too!HAHA.]

delicious food with a strand of (suspected- p****) hair.
But I guess I gotta praise them for their EXCELLENT, SPLENDID AND AWESOME recovery service! thumbs up up up!

tata! 2days to GP prelims.
GODBLESS!ALL.......
(Before prelim even starts, I can't stop thinking about the after-prelims-27th-aug KBOX alr!hahah.)

currently: feeling < apathy & SUICIDAL! (hah)
Oh... these days.. WHATS WRONG WITH ME?!
I really hope someone can shake some sense into me (nicely!)!sigh =c

2008-08-04T01:20:00.011+08:00

hello world.

This is so secondary school-ish but it's make sense totally! haha.

Once a lady when having a conversation with her lover, asked:
Lady : Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?
Man : I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..
Lady : You can't even tell me the reason.. how can you say you like me?
How can you say you love me?
Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I loveU.
Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend
can tell her why he loves her but not you!
Man : Ok..ok!!! Emmmmm..
because you are beautiful,
because your voice is sweet,
because you are caring,
because you are loving,
because you are thoughtful,
because of your smile,
because of your every movements.
The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer..
Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and went in
comma.
The Guy then placed a
letter by her side, and here is the content:
Darling,
Because of your sweet voice that I love you..
Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your care and concern that I like you..
Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your smile,
because of your every movements that I love you..
Now can you smile? Now can you move?
No, therefore I cannot love you..
If love needs a reason, like now,
There is no reason for me to love you anymore.
Does love need a reason? NO!
Therefore, I still love you..

2more weeks to prelims.
Totally not prepared=screwed!
Luckily,I've lovely people by my side which makes this journey less torturous.
this journey ain't easy but we're gonna make it easier for one another.
Im sure its worthwhile & it's gonna be a memorable one!=)

Hmmmmmm...

forget all abt the unhappy stuff...happy stuff here!
pictures pictures

Tokyo village.

still normal!

turning a tad wierd

(they look like they're enjoying the fire!!haha)

some entertainment in school!HAHAHA. =x

DR khoo wanna be! haha. p.s he look so serious.i guess he's figuring out how to measure my blood pressure correctly it!HAHA.

our 1st successful surprise!

our 2nd surprise which succeeded AGAIN!!ain't we awesome!?=)

MY FETISH!;););)

blessings for a gd wk ahead -helen choo!
hahaha

2008-07-18T23:39:00.018+08:00

oh man. ='(
I felt hurt today.=(
that was uncalled-for.

somehow i feel that no one will share my sentiments.....

Whatever it is...
I'll be fine tomorrow.

thanks wormy. love u.
I wonder how u do it but u always seems to be able to speak to my soul!
the 3 words u said, made me teared! :x
I guess I was touched... thank god for u really.
miss u and your bitchy -ness!
WE'LL WAIT FOR U TO BE BACK! ;)

&thanks fifi
for always there listening to me...;)

Its so ironic when people say "at least u've tried ur best. so there's no regrets even though u didn't do well"
However, it seems to me that I've tried (maybe not my max yet-best) with reasonable amount of effort.
But why didn't I perform as I expected(even when I felt the paper was alright)?!
can someone pls teach me how to STUDY SMART?=(

2008-07-15T23:49:00.010+08:00

Alrights. Im in a pretty stoned and wierd and nervous(?) mood now.
Im wondering how I'll feel tml. hah.
Sp told me the best I can do for her is not to cry.stay strong for her.
I'll kudos to myself if I'm able to achieve that.

Have yet to complete my mission.
gotta wake up at like 6am tml!& Im giving sch a miss.
But I promise I'll be a good girl after tml!=)
no more excuses really! cant afford to waste TIME!

On MSN that day,
swen: i tot u got school?
zhiyi: maybe i'll go aft sending her off.
swen : nice fren huh haha
zhiyi : haha. DUH
zhiyi : lol
swen : send me to camp tmr leh
swen : after that u go back sch

=.=. haha.

Im gonna do CORRECTIONS for all my grammatical errors for all my GP essays!grrr!
I need to buck up on my language component!
Frustrations from today's thermochem test.carelessness and nervous.
IM GONNA K ORGANIC CHEM.
(MECHANISMS.REACTIONS.ACIDITY.BASICITY. MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS!
I LOVE U TO BITS. U ALL WILL BE A PART OF ME V V V SOON! =/ hahaha)

Thankfully I gotta meet up with slutface for 2 days.
We caught up with KH.
(p.s: he claimed tt my husband will be nto v handsome-aft reading my palm!LOL!)
he also said smth like I'll have not v long life. awww.
I think he tried to prove himself right by pulling me across the road where the cars are speeding down the bridge at boat quay! =.=
Then, Tokyo village with yj,alvin and kc for sun lunch.
yahs. "helped" them to feel less awkward. at least u guys are back to friends in a way.=) lol.
balloon joke was the funniest really. hahaha.all thanks to kc!

I guess u'll only see this post when u reached aust.
Just realized I've got so so much memories with u.
AINT U HONOURED U BITCHY WORMY!?!?! ;)
From breaking my lamp when we had pillow fight,shaking u awake in the wee hours, u slapping me awake in the morn, the time u talked to yourself when I fell asleep unknowingly, nuisance to s27 with our fights and arguments,cleaning up my hair when goh si ma smashed the whole cake on my head(!),mugging tgt (at anywhere) and freaked out tgt when we got our results!
those were the days I missed greatly!Well, more in the book =)
TAKECARE MY DEAR GIRL! =) LOVES LOVES LOVES SLUTFACE!

friendship should be a two-way affair.

2008-07-07T14:40:00.009+08:00

I had 2 days of korean food!haha.
the noseshit thing was hilarious! HAHAH.its still struck in my head ;X *inside joke!

Mummy started asking me about my private life! O.O
& then my dad was also involved! LOL.
funny shit.I guess I practically told them everything.
& I could see that my mum was amazed by what I've said! HAHAH
I can't believe I actually felt shy-ness when they're my parents!

Celebrated mummy bday! but it was really last min!
So there wasn't any surprise!=(

Had wedding dinner again.Sucha nice and sweet event.
I like the video they made. damn cool and funny.it was kinda ah beng-ish though! all the stuff they did to get the bride.

Well, my weekend went rather well.
Family time on sat night.haha. My godsis is P5 alr.
All of us still thought she's in P2!
Now, I understand why my uncle always thought that I'm still in secondary school!lol.
Ytr koreanfood. slacked & chatted at mac. green tea icecream.
It feels good to sit down and just stoned.haha.
perhaps Im too tired of having a packed and rush schedule.
so much to do.& that's nth to look forward to.
anyway,thanks for the entertainment!;) HAHA.

Alright I'm recharged for the upcoming week!=)

2008-07-03T22:46:00.016+08:00

I'm so so so tired. :/
talk to me!
I feel so deprived of laughter & nonsensical stuff that will make my day. >=[

" No science no pootie! "
My Chinese classmates are so retardedly racist.
On the other hand, the minorities are real cool.
They can even joke openly about themselves being AH BU NEH ~~! HAHAHA.
Kudos to them, seriously!
However, I hope they wont go overboard.
For no matter what, we'll never feel how the minority feels.
Because we are so blessed to be the MAJORITY!

Well.I'm disappointed with my chem test results! Grrr...
Maths test too (8marks of carelessness) or I'll be able to smell my A!
Gotta work exceedingly hard! =)

& today I'm amazed that my attitude change totally.
I kept repeating to myself unceasingly. no one is perfect no one is perfect no one is perfect.
I guess it works! thanks dude ;)
( haa. oh man.Guess what?I woke up this morn feeling silly over all those impulsive complaints, discontentment, displeasure, & unhappiness! =Z )

123days more to go!

只许成功不许失败 ;)

Happiness is not a destination.

2008-06-29T12:10:00.008+08:00

There was some disaster at home when I was about to prepare to go out ytr!>=(
I couldn't leave my house in peace.
Only babyM could sense that something is bothering me.
However, she kept insisting on the wrong cause! hahaha.

Its gonna be a busy busy wk ahead!

oh yahs. and I passed my 2.4km! woohoo!once & for all.
it took me a lot of determination not to STOP!
After not exercising for like a mth, half the track was exhausting for us alr!=/

Some convo after our 2.4km...
Sl: Eh if u all are given a choice, would u wanna be a guy?!
(haha. What a random qns but the chat was FUN & funny.)
me: I dun mind. but I would be damn loser coz I wouldnt dare to woo girls! LOL.
Amina: Erm... HALF!!
Sl: I'm scared to get pregnant!!
haha. Amina totally agrees with what I said but
Sl: Aiya.Now got girls woo guy what..
haha.Then,amina & I started talking abt the convectional stuff like how guys should take the first step no matter what!! LOL.
& I told Amina that she can actually be HALF now. lmao.
then we started talking about pregnancy(fyi not those pre-martial kind)
& they made me so scared of giving birth!=9
But babies are irresistible CUTE and makes me happy!
however,bringing up one would definitely be a different story!

I dread any convo involving SIM, appeal.... etc.
its just simply turn -off. I had enough of all this.
So over all this.seriously move on.
Im only interested in the upcoming prelims and Alevels.
ok. I just wanna rant it here. not directing it to anyone.

Make a guess which one is me?

haha. I tink this pic is pretty funny. (konz really got the really sad LSOER face!!=z! haha.)

candid?

spastic shot was all the evil stuff they did to me!haha

2008-06-21T01:28:00.003+08:00

Currently, there's like....13 people(?) or so in my hse!
haha.& they're playing MJ(which Im no longer enthu about!)
& here Im being a loner in front of my pc typing this entry &chatting on msn.
I guess Im just too lazy and tired to entertain. oops.=x
ARGH.Im suffering from headache since afternoon..
it must be the blazing sun!
or could it be the concussion?after I fell down & rolled(did some stun!!) at SILOSO!!
How embarrassing was that!=( check out the wound on my kneel!grrrANYWAY, THANKS DUCK FOR ORGANISING THIS OUTING!!!=)
((Man,we could have join the CLEO national event!haha ))

Thespaceinbetweenus. says:haha
Thespaceinbetweenus. says:hows ur studying coming along
zhiyi says :hahah
zhiyi says :alright?
zhiyi says :
quite bad actually
zhiyi says:lol
Thespaceinbetweenus. says:why??
Thespaceinbetweenus. says:tell me whyy
zhiyi says:hahah
zhiyi says:there's no why la
zhiyi says:lol
Thespaceinbetweenus. says:u want me to meet u to help? my brain's a bit rusty though
zhiyi says:wow so nice?!
zhiyi says:haha
Thespaceinbetweenus. says:yea
Thespaceinbetweenus. says:i dun mind
Thespaceinbetweenus. says:haha
Thespaceinbetweenus. says:just gotta hmm.. buy me some coffee and then be nice to me
Thespaceinbetweenus. says:hahaha
zhiyi says:hahah
zhiyi says:
u sound like some old man

ok,there's so many reasons why I should NOT not do well! lol.

THE BLACK friday stayover!=)

Check out my face expression to see how LIGHT she weight!LOL.jkjk!

the AWESOME sotong at Mr prata!! drools*

I like this pic! they look so cute and DUMB with the diff slipper!LOL!

conclusion: BELLE CANT JUMP!=P

Before we slpt at like 7am,Baby M gave us some * education! haha.
We felt so NOOBISH but we're more knowledgeable now!! ;)

P.s: that wasnt any colour code.U know great minds think alike!=)
The night ended good with a chilling session & (OH MAN-HELP-ME!) chat with "ANGEL" poh by the sea.

P.P.S: This is random but I've been sneezing v v often recently!
I suspect there's someone out there,there's missing me so BADLY?!
PLS CONFESS TO ME NOW!! LMAO!!! =c
Or M I being cursed!?! =z oops.
Alrights.I tink Im quite high & drunk after drinking >6(?) cups of wine just now!

2008-06-18T23:08:00.003+08:00

Oh man. I think I look the worst today!!
super dark eye ring and eye bag! HORRIBLE! =(
Almost 2 weeks of sleeping at 4am & waking up at 1pm!
I had enough of this lifestyle,seriously!
Its time to tune back my screwed biological body clock.
sch's gonna start sooon! sigh.. sian!
I just hate wearing tt sch uni. oh wells...

After ytr's c*,I was rather puzzled....! haha.
Im really really puzzled....! haha. FULLSTOP.
and I had a wierd dream aft tt! hmmmm...

I only managed to sleep at 4am and I had to wake up at like 7.45 for the econs test.
wow&we were supposed to choose the best one.(obviously, all were as horrible!!)
If the teacher is going to mark just ONE essay, I'll SLAUGHTER her!lol.
I'll make sure she mark all of my 3 essays!LOL. =X

Didn't study much today.=z
Had a good chat with konz! haha. shhhhhh!

p.s: I need to find some time to visit my colleague who is hospitalized! damn poor thing. sigh. I haven't even find time to text her!=x

ok I gtg SLEEP NOW!! haha. Tml its kung fu panda with the cousins! heh.

2008-06-17T01:29:00.008+08:00

Why is everyone going to * for some getaway!?
I wanna go too!!!!..... =(

Anyway, Im looking forward to the planned HK Trip(though it'll be a few yrs later!=@ )!
heh.the girls and(hopefully)the(LONG-AWAITED?!?! ;) HAHAHA) GOOD men!

I am tempted to join the National Acappella Championship Choir Category!
Because we'll be singing DRAVIDIA and 'Can u feel love tonight!"!! haha. & I can sing back my fav MEZZO apart! ( Isn't it AWESOME!?!?! heh)
oh I miss the feeling of trying to hit the HIGH NOTES!haha
Oh man.&I LOVE DRAVIDIA totally although we screwed it up!haha. its so challenging to sing that song! hahaha.

Well, if u really want to * me.
There's nothing I can do....

I intend to crash some maths mock exam paper 2 later at 8.30am!!
but I haven't study DE and memorize integration formulas yet!
&I almost forgot about the Econs essay test on wed!!BRILLIANT!

oh & thanks WESLIE KHOO for coaching me today! haha.
I know it was a wasted trip! SORRY!=X see u on thurs!
Had a good laugh.We were trying to figure out the filling in the donut! LOL.
&The morale of story is I AM NOT BIMBO TIC!!!LOL! haha.

P.S:Hope that dragon is studying hard & having some fun time driving ard!=)
don't u dare forget us( =PRESENTS!!haha ;) ) HORR!!

NIGHTS! CIAOS!

2008-06-15T01:18:00.006+08:00

All along I knew what I wanted.
However, along the way I just got swayed. =(

Im having headache ZZZZ(slpt at 7am &woke up at 12.30pm)!
But Im pressing on just to see the pictures that we took ytr and today!=)
its funny because its freaking retarded! hahah.

oh man. I GOTTA START LOVING PBS.& gonna make it a everyday thing.

Yet again,it's like gg back to pt 0.5.$##@%$#%
Why do people like to make things complicated?!
its making life WORSE WORSE WORSE! =Z

well, it seems like everyone around me is facing r/s kinda prob.
I HOPE ALL WILL GO WELL esp my 2girls.

Im gonna focus on my SECRET MISSION & the NEGLECTED study plan!!!
I've been slacking for 10days alr! OH GOSH.
Thank god that Im meeting weslie on mon for chem!! =) THANKS DUDE!
oh & I hope movie date on mon is still on!!! SEX AND THE CITY! haha.

2008-06-11T16:05:00.017+08:00

**edited

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idy says (4:03 PM):
hahahahhaa
^☆ emerlee * says (4:03 PM):
i was about to BOW
zhiyi says (4:03 PM):
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
zhiyi says (4:03 PM):
KOWTOW TO ME
^☆ emerlee * says (4:03 PM):
hahahahaha
^☆ emerlee * says (4:03 PM):
YES
^☆ emerlee * says (4:04 PM):
ABOUT TO CAL U
zhiyi says (4:04 PM):
ALL OF U ALL KOWTOW TO ME
^☆ emerlee * says (4:04 PM):
ZHIYI SHI FU !!!
idy says (4:04 PM):
hahahahaha
zhiyi says (4:04 PM):
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA

Wells,THANKS BABES for giving me the courage for -you-know-what!haha! cheeeerrriooss!

Zhiyi, U gotta be less HAM-JI if u really want a genuine friendship or r/s.
Your usual "Ignorance is Bliss" policy doesn't work in this(&all)context okay!

oh man. I got fooled by SAI again! >={ haha. WATCHOUT!!

I tried the bugis steamboat today.
The guys didnt eat much as the meat was stinky and smelly.haha. Being a golden mushrm, prawn & crab eater, I wasn't affected!haha.
So we started chatting about army's "HAPPENINGS" with white figures and eerie stuffs..
and then suddenly we divert to "SLEEPWALKING"...
that was when my cousin revealed my childhood MOST EMBRASSING INCIDENT(which I kinda forgot or maybe I just didnt wanna rmb it!HAHA)!.ZZZ!
So,now 2 more ppl knows bout IT!! SPLENDID!

My cousin is being MORE IRRITATING THAN ME! haha
I couldn't wait till mon to catch sex & the city because I need to take a BREAKKKK! so I decided to call her!
haha. I knew the chance was 0.001% cause her exam only ends on fri!
We ended up aruging on the phone(cause she ALSO CANT WAIT too!but on the other hand,she's guilty! )
Then, she claimed that she's gonna text me when Im having my A's saying that she's going to PAY FOR MY AIRFARE AND ACCOMMODATION AND EXPENSES TO GO HK TGT!!!!OH MY... SHE'S REALLY >EVIL THAN ME! >=Z

oh man & I missed today's choir gathering!=X

I LOVE TO SEE THAT GENUINE SMILE AND HEAR THAT GENUINE LAUGHTER.
SMILE MORE FOR ME TO O.O AND LAUGH FOR ME TO HEARRR! hahaha. ;)
For,it gives me a sense of satisfication(WELFARE GAIN!) that I made u happy!!LOL

ok, Im high and talking (but) FACTUAL nonsense now cause its 2+am now!
CIAOS to the world!MAY TML BE A BETTER DAY FOR ALL! ;)

2008-06-11T02:29:00.012+08:00

Thankful for the fun and laugh we had tonight!
Joke of the night:KERLI KERLI KERLI~FORNIA roll.
too bad it rained or we could have more fun,isn't it?
I pray that more will come!

&I've this oh-tomorrow-its-gonna-be-another-boring-BUANG day feeling now!=.=
oh man.

Right now, I just wanna be close to the nature.
it would be awesome to lie on the grass, really.

What wont kill makes you stronger.
yes, pls bear that in mind.

GET ENLIGHTEN!! (note to self)!
although from our point of view,we might not understand why we have to go through some stuff or face some stuff.. but on the other side, it's actually forming a picture. so all the things that we go through, it is for a purpose. we just have to look at the bigger picture of things and not pay so much attention to our problems and hurts. =)

this is for u my dearwormy!haha. I noe u miss her!
I've more pics and videos to show u okay! heh heh!better meet me up SOON. or I wont show u! 2 wks of allowance! hahaha ;p

you will see life's temporary sufferings as a gathering of pearls and jewels which we will be adorned in eternity.

2008-06-06T14:51:00.005+08:00

Yah. I finally found a skin that I likE!
BUT BUT BUT, I dont know how to put the tagboard!! ANYONE CAN HELP ME?!

Im sorry girls that Stayover have to be postponed!

Ytr night was a bitch.
Im ok alr.

Anyway,I'll be gone this weekend!
MISS ME! jk la!
I cant wait to see my niece and nephews! HEH.

A "nice" convo to start my day! haha

2008-06-05T22:34:00.013+08:00

Life hasnt been that gd yet not tt bad...
I havent been slping well...since sun night.
&I dunno what's causing the stupid insomnia. =/
.......Isit smth bothering me? hmmm..

Recently, I've been feeling really sian(moody) when I wake up!=X
I really hate it X1000 because I always believe that tml will be a better day.
And this v irritating feeling was damn strong today when I woke up.
I think its partially due to the fact that I woke up every 2-3 hrs last night.ZZZ.
So my attempt to sleep early last night was futile! =(

Thank god my day turn out fine(quite nice indeed)today.
My life have been v mundane recently.study.eat dinner.home! -.-& Idontlikeit.
Today, at least we did shop around bugis junction while waiting for me to be hungry.lol.
[I miss playing swing! FIONA!!!! COME BACK NOW NOW NOW!!!haha]
Despite being stressed up, I gotta to be thankful for the company which makes me feel better(at times.HAHA.jkjk)
&I am quite sure I'LL PUNCH his face SOME DAY for always irritating me(& he seems to enjoy irritating me!=.=)!haha.

Anyway,we had Je*k Thai on tue night.
its damn B-U-A-N-G. they cheated our money!
But dinner today is quite good!heh.

I've been a relatively good girl this wk.
I consulted Ms D & I did 1 essay and compre!woohooo
3 cheers! but I GOTTA KEEP THIS GOING ON FOR 5 MORE MTHS okay!
then I'll be D-O-N-E!!! =)

Anyway,I've decided to take up the job offer that ML asked me this morn.
and YAHS, Im exempting from the interview because eileen recommended me!LOL.(this is for AH TIONG!HAHA!)
So I'll be wrking from 17-20june.Thank god,its during the holiday!
But that means the last wk of holiday will be practically GONE!=(
Okay I must wrk doubly hard now& I guess I even have to do mug aft wrk!
TIME MANAGEMENT !!

Oh and I learnt quite a bit about the health care system in America.
ITS DISGUSTING SCREWED, seriously.
1.Not everyone is entitled to buy insurance esp those who are either too skinny/fat/sick.
&Even if u're healthy, it doesnt mean u're entitled too!
They have this pre-exisitng condition which they'll PREDICT what sickness u might have in future based on ur family history etc.
2.Even if u've an insurance, u have to get approval from them before u go for scan or test.
Its not like in S'pore where u claim from the company after u get the bill.
&& there's a really long list of illness thats nto covered like certain type of cancer and diabetics I think
One man died of kidney cancer even when his bro was a perfect bone marrow match!
WHY!? coz the company claimed that it's experimental and denied it.=.=
&Can u imagine that u'll be turned down in an EMERGENCY UNIT if u don't have an insurance!?
And I guess we have been taking our health care system and insurance for granted.
Well,people in the other part of world are not as privileged.

here's a pic of AH TIONG and me!*inside joke!
well, she owe me a meal+desert! haha

Ignore this! LOL.

Clique GATHERING!

IM SO THANKFUL TT SSG ARE ALL RPESENT THIS TIME!!=)
BUT I couldnt find a pic of SSG ONLY!!=( WHY?! haha.
So,I decided to be rude & mean and cut off the guys! HAHAHA.PLS PARDON ME!!

slacking at my fav cathay B&J!

Ok,Im looking forward to Sentosa trip! heh. HOPEFULLY, EVERYONE can make it on 28thjune!!! ESP THE SSG ok! we need to take a pic tgt!!!!

2008-05-30T01:03:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA.I hope this pic gave u a WAHLIEW-EH and "xia dao" feeling. LOL.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------
I love the weather now. Its so nice. lovely.

First wk of the JUNE holiday has passed relatively fast.
& I had enough of slacking.
2nd wk is gonna be a much much more hardwrking one.

I did the dumbest thing by replying to the wrong person, its the v v WRONG WRONG person & he read the msg at a V V wrong timing (- beside me).
I witnessed he's v v PUZZLED look! I so wanted to DIE(THANKS SAM!)on the spot! =/
So I decided to 'clear out stuff' and I ceased the chance to say my piece to the person,who treated me like a maid/SLAVE(!)!
But,it ended up in a funny "fight". haha.

Fi's going to GoldCoast tml, leaving me in spore! ={
BON VOYAGE BABE!U BETTER ENJOY URSLEF THERE ok! haha. =)

My darlingwormy is going Aust to study for >3yrs ! >:(
sigh.So saddening and I actually told her that I dont wanna send her off.
of course, Im joking la! No matter what,I'll send u off even if it means I must wake up early & queue up in polyclinic to fake sick & get MC![shut that ttbitchyct(=X)] !

I hate to say this but life really seems to get harder.
Im feeling less happy.
BLAH.Whateva. this period is gonna be over soon.
Well, Im not gonna waste my life feeling sad.

Some pictures taken today to lighten up my mood.

initially, we were normal.

In fairyland

Then, it was winter sonata.

Due to global warming, the snow (u saw above) and ice caps melted and we ended up swimming in the oceans....

THE GREATEST ADVICE
-Rick Warren, the Purpose Driven Life
(p.s:Its not the completed one.I've picked those relevant ones which I agree with)

Don't date because you are desperate.
Don't marry because you are miserable.

Don't associate with people you can't trust.
Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend.
Don't dictate because you are smarter.
Don't demand because you are stronger.

Don't regress.
Don't live in the past. Time can't bring anything or anyone back.
Don't put your life on hold for possibly Mr. Right.
Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr. Wrong because your biological clock is ticking

To make yourself happy, pursue your passions & be the best of what you can be.
Simplify your life. Take away the clutter.
Don't abandon your responsibilities but don'toverdose on duty.

Don't live life recklessly without thought and feeling for your family.
Be true to yourself.
Don't commit when you are not ready.
Don't keep others waiting needlessly.

Say those words. Don't let the moment pass.

Take care of yourself.
Don't wait for someone to take care of you.

It isn't true that life does not get easier with age.
It only gets more challenging.
Don't be afraid.
Don't lose your capacity to love.
Pursue your passions.

Live your dreams.
Don't grow old. Just grow YOU!

sowhat'sthehiddenmsgbehindthoseactionsandbehaviour?

2008-05-25T14:09:00.003+08:00

Choir. choir. choir

Thanks to all those who came and show ur support!& also those who sent me smses to wish me goodluck!
greatly appreciated really! =)

I've got the-answer & I guess it really came at a gd timing.
Luckily, I had dinner at 85 instead of being struck at home with the-reality.
Thanks for the company. =)
(Im glad that u called because if u dont,I don't think I'll ever tell u how I felt.)
I walked to grandma's temple..i felt glad because i could feel her presence.
someone so dearest to me...this feeling is forever & ever..<3
I stood there pouring out all my sorrows to her.....things that on one knew...

some take hard road which no one else can see...

Met up with darlingowner and had prata at 3am!
Catch-ed up & I realized I really miss that slutface!OH MAN. WHAT A MUSHY THING T SAY!HAHA. ewwww! =p
I had to wake up earlier than her to confine her from SLAPPING me awake!
& of course,I did shake her awake to stop her from falling asleep la!
I know Im sucha sadist! BUT I DUN CARE cause U CALLED UR REAL DOG WHAT U CALLED ME!=(
Love u too beech. pls be more of a darling than POKEMON to me(wait...not ur fault anyway!)!!=p HAHA.jkjk!

Wow, I think my hair is really really long now!
I don't know why,but Im actually quite proud of it! HAHA.
but it did irritates me when my hair always get struck with im slping or sitting!=/
& the weather is really hot nowadays!Im really experiencing GLOBAL WARMING!=(

& I cant wait for thekbox and thes20bbq man!I hope i'll be fun!=)

SAVE THE WORLD plssss!
Everyone's so worried abt THEFUTURE and what lies ahead for us!
&im feeling all stressed up now. :(
Uni application has seriously messed up all of our lives...screwed us.
It seems like I'm gg to lose my friends, one by one! >=(

If u can see perfection in the imperfection,then u're wholly PREFECT!
I'll master it ONE DAY.

2008-05-18T20:55:00.003+08:00

Alrighty! I've a confession to make!
IM GETTING A LIL TINY WINY NERVOUS OVER TML'S PERFORMANCE! HAHA!
u see, its been 10 yrs since I last went on stage.
and and and its ESPLANADE! holy crap!
and and and ^2, the recordings on sat is rather horrifying! =Z
Hope that tml afternoon we can have full attendance fro the alumni den we can pract pract pract!
Most of the seniors went PHEW, after hearing the choir on sat!HAHA.I must say that they're gd! =) KEEPITUP!

Anyways, IM SAYING THANKYOU in advance to those who's gg to support us tml!Teehee!
Hope u guys DONT FALL ASLP!
NO, U BETTER DONT FALL ASLP I TELL U! haha =P
Rason 1: U SPENT OVER 20BUCKS TO SLP THERE?!u must be crazyyy!!
Rason 2: Think about all the effort and time to put into the concert!The time spent practing is like a zillion times more than the cconcert duration! HAHA.
ENJOY THE DANCE AND CHORO OK!I tink its SO CUTE! haha. see for urself tml!=)
and MOST IMPTLY, SPOT ME LA! LOL! just kididng just kidding!

Over the weekends,I've been pretty healthy!
ran, vb-ed and soccer-ed!(LOL. soccer-ed like a fool! HAHAHA.)

YAH.I practised self-disclpine today!
Forced myself to go home instead of hanging ard!
Came home to do my current affair quiz & I got 23/30! HAHAHAH. BRILLANT!
OF COURSE I CHEATED! I GOOGLED! hahahah. sheesh!=P

&I cant believe that someone can be so THICK-SKINNED/irritating!oppss.haha
we shall see how long he can talk to 'himself' since I dont reply him.opps.
HAHAHHA.IM SO EVIL AND MEAN!
now u know, ARE U SCARED?! HAHAHAHA.LOL. OK,IM GG CRAZY ALR!

alrights, i gotta do my gp OVERDUED hw alr!
so much to be done!STRESSSSS like shit! =z
GOODLUCK TPJCHOIR TML! =)

2008-05-12T23:32:00.004+08:00

Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
The Bottom Line
Be careful about who you share secrets with. Can they handle the responsibility?

In Detail
Be extremely careful about who you share your secrets with today -- make sure that they can handle the responsibility. Even one of your most trusted friends might not be able to resist passing on some juicy news, so keep that in mind before you spill your guts. Are you putting them in a tough position? If what you know is too hot for public consumption, then it might be wiser to hold on to it. Everyone will know the real deal soon enough -- and then you can say that you knew it all along
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Man.I hope I didnt trust the wrong people! haha.
Or rather, people dont misplace the trust I've built with them. hmmmm.
This bridge of trust takes very long to build(for my case)& yet its so easy to break it. & once broken...u know, u'll nvr find it back again.. what's gone is gone..
What an irony. yeah. So Im gg to do some kinda reflections on myself too..
To double check if I ever misplace any trust tt people have put on me!
But I believe that Im a trustworthy & loyal fiend!or I make sure Im one!=p HAHA. BHB!

2008-05-12T22:26:00.005+08:00

What a happening day today!haha.
Stupid P poured half a bottle of mineral water on me after we 'played'! ZZZ.
& Mrs D saw everything! LOL.& apparently,everyone got 'high'.haha.damn ps!
It reminded me of the cake that si ma smashed on my hair last yr!haha.
I was thankful for the girls esp wormy for helping me wash the cream off! haha.

Today,its SPE. I thought it was PE! haha. PHEW!
Played badminton like a fool(M's and Neong Eng's language!) LOL.
The shuttlecock hit my forehead,head and nose!
But above all, its not worse than the one P SERVICED(HARDLY)directly at my face!
& she still got the cheek to laugh at me!ZZZ.
Saying "Eh wah, ur face got one red patch now! HAHAHA.(laughing like a retard!)"

& I tink my arms are getting weak!
It shivered and I couldnt write properly for the econs test!sian!
man. its aching now! my legs to!=( damn weak... haha. damn lousy...

Thank god. Ytr night,I forced myself to study MP before I slpt!
And part of it came out! heh!

My mum graded the dinner I cooked for her 10/10 when my dad asked her to rate it!HAHA.OF COURSE I didnt accept it because its unrealistic! LOL.
My dad's 8/10 is rather more convincing! HAHAHA.(p.s:I suspect he's lying too!HAHA)
& today I showed someone a pic of the dish! haha. his's reaction was "EWWW".=.=

Man. I quite stressed up over the upcoming choir concert.
Tickets not settled as the NS guys dunno if they're booking in on mon's night! sian.So I doubt I'll be able to get the good seats!
& I have yet to learn the 2 new songs!Roads and gmorro? or smth...=(
I cant wait to learn 'roads' because it sounds so nice! teehee

Talking to THE BFss is so fun!=-) HAHA.
With a FOOL, angel and shit from heaven! HAHAHAA. =p boohoo
eh eh eh come come for my concert on mon la. =)

ok, thats all for now! =)

2008-05-06T23:50:00.015+08:00

Im going to blog for the sake of wormy!haha.
aint u touched?! =p
And u smelly bitch! I wanna wrk in law firm too! sounds fun fun fun!=(

& I just realized that the wording on my blog makes people go BLIND!
AWWW. U POOR READERS OUT THERE! haha

HAH. I FINALLY FINALLY tidy up my desk!
&Im a pretty gd student tonight!
I did my electrochem tutorial and hypothesis testing alr! =)

This is random. but I feel like eating Mac breakfast!
Anyway.,I tink we have been eating alot these days. haha.

Time to run sooooooon!

Last wk was a gd one! So many NO-SCH day!=) hohoho!
I cant really rmbed the events but some pics will do I guess. haha.

& its gd to know that I still can find frens with the 'conventional' mindset as me.
No matter how the world change, we should still remain firm with our own stand!=)

The day we caught Iron Man! haha. Its worth the watch!
Someone said "ROOR LER" when its LOREAL! LOL! hahaha. joke of the night!
& we played basketball in sch before tt! it was fun! HAHA
I cant believe I shoot in 5!=)
Oh its also tt horrible-face-peeling day! =[ haha. only they know how gross I look!=/
(luckily, the photos cant show much! HAHA..good photographer =p)

(i looked like im soem siao charbo!) lol

(typical bird face! haha.)

All this were taken when I was too bored!perhaps,too fascinated by M's phone! LOL.

Laochen, glad tt u're feeling better! haha. Hey,& u gotta feel honoured! I've nvr send such long msges before! HAHA.
THANKS for calling me TUOPI huh! haha.(btw, it took me quite long to relalize wads tuopi!" haha.
Well,I look like some world map now!With some many "continents"!
BUT it'll be gone (FOR GOOD) SOON!!

anyway...
different page says:
mug hard!
zhiyi says:
hahahaha
zhiyi says:
WOW SO NICE AR?
different page says:
HEY
different page says:
it shouldnt be surprising
zhiyi says:
HAHAHA ARE U PEELING TOO?
different page says:
no la
different page says:
i swim/tan successfully
different page says:
hope u recover soon
zhiyi says:
HAHAHA
zhiyi says:
U MEAN MINE IS UNSUCESSFULLY?!
zhiyi says:
lol
different page says:
hahhahaa
different page says:
oops
different page says:
haha

WATCH OUT NEONG NENG!!! >=(

alrights.That's all for tonight! =)

slowly picking up the pieces.
slow and steady.
Win the race! =)

Promise only what u can deliver
and deliver more than what u've promised!

2008-04-28T22:28:00.015+08:00

I think I have ten thousand things I wanna blog about.
But I cant seem to rmb them!

hahaha.First and foremost, IM DAMN SEVERELY BURNT!
I feel so sad for the zillions of innocent skin cells that was killed! =[
Now, I cant sleep or walk properly due to the looks-like-2degree-burnt skin(LOL!)!
I look horribly RED like CRAB(CRAP) and LOBSTER!

Anyway, I have decided to take part in the choir concert as alumni!
I didnt know I miss singing so much until sat! I like tt feeling!heh
The feeling was AWESOME esp with the ALTOS!
Its like back tot he good old times where we hang out & sing TGT! =)

So many thing has happened to the poor choir & I hope they wouldn't havemuch problems with the sales of tickets!
HAH. The idea of singing to a not-occupied-hall sucks totally!!=/
GOODLUCK! we gotta JIAYOU & sell them ALL!

So here's the details about the concert!
Its held on vesak day (PUBLIC HOLIDAY! heh heh!) at Esplanade Concert hall.
Tickets are priced at $20 & $25!
PLS PLS PLS do come and support!=)
[P.S: THANKS OWNER LOH for being my FIRST 'CUSTOMER!'! =) buy $25 la so U'LL BE ABLE TO SPOT UR DOG CLEARLY!! HAHAH =P ]

This morn, I had a sweeeeeet SURPISE from fifi!

hahahah. thanks thanks! =)

Today, I felt discouraged after some convo wih miss peh.
(ps: dun get the wrong idea tt she discouraged me or smth! haha. its just me-maybe.)

&I've been feeling rather DIStracted for quite a period of time alr.

hah.I realized words tt starts with DIS- usually has negative implication!
Even in economics context,DISincentive to invest. lol.

When I returned home, I felt so blessed to received a (personalized)letter! HAHAH.
Actually the best way of communication is through the most traditional way, isnt it?
A card and 'our daily bread' came at the right time! =)

I CANT WAIT FOR TML TO END!!!
haha.wed is SPORTS DAY!
heh heh. Hopefully we can hide in some corner of the school and mug for all the upcoming testZzzzzzzzz!
I cant stand the sight of sun now! It feels so OUCH even b4 I get into the sun!!!

thur is(maybe).........
hah,should I or should I not?
In a way, I hope he forgets about it....
So I wouldnt have to think if I should go or what to react or wadsoever!
haha.=9 It's rather scary. Thinking that I MIGHT be meeting him in a few days!ZZZ

Here's the pictures

U get the idea how BLAZING HOT the sun was?? ohmyohmy!

her silly idea!(HAHA. IM WAITNG FOR U TO LOAD MINE UP!=P)

& yea like what u've said,dont know how many more mths later then we'll meet up again LOL.HEY U KNOW WHAT? INTIATE AND DATE ME LA,U NB. NO WONDER U NB!=P
HINT HINT: I LOVE THE PLACE WHICH OVERLOOKS THE SEA WHERE WE CHATTED AND LAYS-ED!hahaha.=p

HOPE TO MEET UP WITH ANIMAL FARMS SOON AGAIN!HAHA with more BOTAKS this time round!=)

tata! time to feed my burnt skin with more aloevera!
hey MISS MEEEEEEEEEEE okayy! HAHAHA.

2008-04-20T00:38:00.006+08:00

The Bottom Line
Today, you feel an almost magnetic pull toward beautiful things. Spend time outside.

In Detail
Today, you will feel an almost magnetic pull towards beautiful things. Beautiful people, gorgeous music, or even maybe just stunning-looking food: These are what you want. An increase in sensual desires is often a signal that it's time for you to break away from a life that is too oriented around facts and figures. Step out of the goals of your daily life and realign yourself. See the beauty that is all around you. Explore new cultures and you will be rewarded.

YAY YAY YAY! SOOOO TRUE!
Hopefully, tml will be a BEAUTIFUL day! haha.
Cant wait to go K~!=) Im looking forward to it!

Im basically QUITE sick of EVERYTHING!
Life just evolved around sch sch sch! tut tut tut! GP GP GP!!!

Luckily, there's AH JING(my new "pet" penciltoy!)
HAHA. Some sort of silly entertainment! HAHA.
SL also feels tt I'll cheer her up by looking at ah jing! LOL.

Friday was a RELIEVE FOR ME man!
I just couldnt wait to get OUT of school and OUT OF TT SCH UNIFORM! =z

Ytr was quite a ruined day for fi and me!
It was quite bad yet it wasnt tt bad in a way...! hah
Well, "For a better cause?!" hmmm..

NevertheLESS, Im still contented with life! =)
Pardon me for all the stupid whining and frequent mood-swings.
Reddie is gonna be over soon.....
I hope tts the reason why Im feeling low these days! hmmm..

oh anyway, I feel like gg back sunplaza for swing!
HAHA. Although, some stupid incident happened to me there!HAHAHA.

OK,LOVE "what would u do if u lose a friend" or "dun trust ME(her!)!"
Although,we do have where-to-dine conflicts! =)
and also, DEAR FIFIFIFIFI! =)
press on ok! Whenever u're upset, always rmb tt CUTE notebk I gave cha!

oh & NB(stephy!)!
SET A DATE AND TIME for bitchy sessions ok!! haha TC too! =)

2008-04-18T00:30:00.007+08:00

Went School of thought today.
I think its way much better than the GP lessons in school.
Pending if we should join!
Gotta decide QUICK- time wait for no man

2 evening/night ago, I ran 10rounds ard the school track!
haha.a whopping 4km. it was SHIOK! =)
The further I run, the stronger I feel.
as if I can conquer the world and all that's happening now

Some Msn Convo..
zhiyi says:
AIYA MEET UP MORE OFTEN AFT U GO IN
zhiyi says:
HAHAHA
so throw your hands up in the sky~~ says:
HAHAHAHA
so throw your hands up in the sky~~ says:
FUNNY!
zhiyi says:
I try not to laugh too much at u la
o throw your hands up in the sky~~ says:
dun worry la
so throw your hands up in the sky~~ says:
end up is i laugh at u one hahahahha

HAHAHA. WAD THE HECK!ZZZZZZZZZ

Man, I tink I'm missing animal farm's ppl!
Miss them calling me "doggy!" HAHAHA.
And treating me like one!! LOL.
Maybe they did it too often last yr!? haha. crazy!

U know I really believe that the 2 years of JC was an enriching journey for me!
Especially the trauma of A Levels and then the fretting of uni courses and admission, it has changed me!
U cant just wish u can pass or scrap thr(which I always do!), now its all about doing BEST(not just gd!)
Or u aint gonna get anywhere.( I mean local uni in this case!)

The stress is pilling up (again)! =(
EVERYONE is studying and mugging hard!
Can u believe tt time flies so quickly to me now?
Its the speed I felt when it was nearing last yr prelims!

ok, I have my 1st GP essay to write tml!
HAH. And Im quite lost now.
What I learnt today from Ms Kon is kinda diff from what is being taught in sch!
Which style am I going to write tml?! haha

Alright,shall post some pics to make this site more lively!

hmmmmmmm....

2008-04-13T02:21:00.008+08:00

HAHA, THIS IS CRAZY!
Fifi and I are AWESOME!HAHAH.
hah hmmmmm.....
Kinda sianz when I saw 'it'... but I guess it didnt feel TT BAD! phews~

Anyway, I didnt get to send an MMS of my pack of blood and be gross to C.Y.L!
The nurse says I lack of iron(hameoglobin) in my blood.
& I realized there's another blood donation drive coming to my neighbourhood!
Hopefully,I have enough iron by that time!lol!

Prata-ed with thegirls!
& they laughed at me again over CABONARE!=( so funny meh!? HUMP!=P
=)

Met cousins on fri night at vivo for Carls Junior!haha.(I just realized vivo is sucha romantic place!HAHA)
My preggie cousin was looking ard for baby stuff! FUN FUN FUN!
She told me some interesting facts abt the infant in her! OMG.
Instantly, I imagined how I would feel if I was preggy too! HAHAHAHA. CRAZY. Or rather, its my (hidden) maternal instincts! HEH! hahaha.
One more baby for me to 'play' with!HAHAH.

Mum is getting smarter!
At first, she asked me: "Are u coming with us?"
I kept quiet. haha. Cause I was thinking la! Zzz
Then, she added " Are u coming to see AH GONG?"
OK THERE'S AWESOME!HAHAHA. OF COURSE I CANT SAY NO OR RATHER I WONT NVR SAY NO TO TT KINDA QNS!
So I ended up at ECP with my cousinzzz and family. which was kinda gd! haha.

Tonight,I finally ran again! ok. I JOGGED for 45mins ard ECP!
My legs are aching now! weak weak weak

oh yea.I bought SUDOKO to 'play'! haha.
Hopefully, it can stimulate my brain cells at the same time!

Do u know that every monday there's Econs essay test!?
HAH. If I (choi choi) fail this round, I've to copy the model essay 3 times!
& Every wk,it'll increase! hah AWESOME!

Anyway, Im really glad tt it has finally been finalised tt we can drop our content-based h1 subject!
WOOOHOOOO =)

Ok,I told someone ard midnight tt Im gonna read econs and sleep!
HAH. its 2.47am alr!
GOODLUCK tml man!
tutorials and hw are waiting for me!

HAHA. I look GONG while fifi looks HAPPILY HYPER! haha

I bet many of u miss ur gc! HAHA.

TATATATATATA
BLESSINGS FOR A GOOD WEEK AHEAD!(HAHA RANDOM!)

2008-04-06T00:40:00.007+08:00

WHATS ALL THIS MAN.

I cant stand it when people get near to u,and they SEEM like they have an intention.
I cant stand teacher who literally "laugh" at you!(HAH!)

NVM NVM NVM!I'll take it as a challenge for me.
A chance for me TO LAUGH AT HER FOR LAUGHING AT ME!!!! GRRRRRRRRR!=Z

Secretly,I have a strong fetish to prove people wrong!
& I dont know why but I think its FUN! hah

And most imptly, I cant stand the way Im leading my life everyday!
Wake up at 6.45.School.Sometimes go out study if not its NAP(a few hrs).Online till 12+am.Spent my night thinking away abt EVERYTHING & trying to make myself slp.hah but I only fall asleep at 1+am..
& this whole routine repeats itelf.................

NONONO!Im NOT complaining abt this mudane life Im leading right now.
Because I CHOSE it so I've to bear with it by all means!!

Now,I just cant stand myself! WHATS WRONG WITH ME!
WHY DO I NEED TO TAKE SOOO LONG TO TUNE BACK to my studying mode?!
WHY CANT I START DOING CORRECTIONS AND LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES?
WHY DO I TAKE SO BLOODY LONG TO COMPLETE MY GP ESSAY OUTLINE AND COMPRE?
WHY CANT I CONCENTRATE AND FOCUS FULLY IN CLASS?
WHY DO I THINK OF UNNECCESSAY STUFF DURING LESSONS(all of the time actually!)?

ALL THIS MUST STOP OR MY PURPOSE OF GG BACK SCH IS GONE FOR SURE!
&IM NOT GONNA LET TT HAPPEN!
IM NOT GONNA ALLOW MYSELF TO DESTROY MY OWN FUTURE!

TML IS THE DATELINE FOR THE RESTLESS AND SLPY ME!
Im gonna do my hw tml!
MON IS GONNA BE A BRAND NEW START! =)

What's worth doing is worth doing it WELL! = )

People say in 40days u can form a habit,
So what's 170days &.......?!

2008-03-31T22:20:00.009+08:00

I've finally made 2 decisions.
Waved goodbye to UOL and Physiotheraphy.
With my fingers crossed, its a goodbye FOREVER!
God bless!

So,now Im literally left with ONE ROUTE.
6 more months...and THATS IT!
Cmon, we'll all can do it man! =)
With enough faith to give u courage
& enough DETERMINATION to pull u through!

Im thankful for the company.
If not school is gonna be worse!
Well, everything is still uncertain now.(which I v much hate!haha. but do I have a choice?)

At the same time, Im reading up on engineering courses!
Hopefully, I can cultivate some passion or love for Engineering!
It shouldnt be tt bad , I hope!

Well well well, now I've to LOVE GP first.
I need a change of attitude towards it!
REVAMP REVAMP REVAMP it!

Anyway, hope everyone is doing well now.
takecare people! =)

即使特別就夠了

problems.problems.problems.=/
I'll handle it on my own!

2008-03-18T16:51:00.003+08:00

hello blog.
I cant believe this!
I got accepted by the school to retain! hah!
IF Im going back school, it'll start on mon..... hah!

Ok I seriously dunno wads gg on now!
I feel like Im gg crazy!!
With so so many things on my mind! =(

I tink I need to go somewhere like sentosa or the beach to sort out my thoughts.
& with strawberrycheesecake, it'll be perfect!

Alrighty.
Takecare everyone!

2008-03-12T01:16:00.013+08:00

uh huh, I need to clear my mind!
Its too congested up there. Making me so #%#@%@$#^%@%@
perhaps I need a new beginning!

I need to decide quick (and practically)!
Dateline for physiology is FRI!!!!!!!How AWESOME!
& I didnt expect my dad to be so against it.
another factor to consider...

RAWR.My throat is dry and hurts like a bitch (AGAIN).
sigh how am I gg to sleep later?! =[ I dun want another sleepless night!

perhaps I need a new beginning!
perhaps I need a new beginning!

need to CLEAR my mind! DELETE DELETE DELETE
need to CLEAR my mind! DELETE DELETE DELETE
need to CLEAR my mind! DELETE DELETE DELETE
need to CLEAR my mind! DELETE DELETE DELETE
need to CLEAR my mind! DELETE DELETE DELETE
need to CLEAR my mind! DELETE DELETE DELETE
need to CLEAR my mind! DELETE DELETE DELETE

=(

P.S: I LOVE MY (mon-cartel) BABIES!!!!THANKSTHANKSTHANKS for everything! =) ("v") [HAHA. WOW, its been a long time since I used this love symbol! ]
P.P.S: HEY! LOVE ME, DONT WORRY! ; ) HAHAHA *inside joke!

2008-03-10T00:00:00.007+08:00

7th march have passed.
Arcaded & pool-ed before gg to school.
I actually won Air hockey & pool!& lost daytona by alil.just tt ONESEC!

I was rather surpised by my results. MIRACLE for me.
Much much better than what I've expected...EXCEPT for GP. =[
Now, I hate the word "WASTED!"

My head was spinning after the release of results.
It seems like theres too much emotions in me. too much for me to handle.
I jus kept talking and laughing.I guess I was losing half of myself.
Had no appeitie.ate choco & less than half a bowl of baked pasta.
Went for a 3.5km jog even aft I bathed.
I was damn 'high' and I said stuff at a v wrong timing to someone.=/
Its not tt Im not sad. I wasnt feeling 'it' yet.Or rather I didnt wanna be sad.

Havent been able to sleep well for the past few nights.damn FAN FAN FAN!
My brain just cant stop thinking esp at night. its damn IRRITATING!

Sat turned emo for me. sian
Misunderstanding btw my parents and I.(& its not even settled yet=/)
NTU open hse was rather useful.
Owner and me went with a wierd combination of people.
At dinner, konz and I were fed with many stories (gossips?)
It was damn funny and entertaining.
konz and I laughed like nobody's business and I tink this went on for an hr plus.

Met up with PIG.(thankfully!)after I reached tamp.
(this is to PIG ONLY!)
I really thank god for u!U're an angel who saved me ytr!
And tt message in the notebk was really touching and good.
The tears tt Im holding back finally found its way out.
LOVE YOU!

Wasted trip to SMU open hse today.
But shopping spree with Owner loh was AWESOME.
We bought all our stuff at one shop and we spent more than an hr in it.

Owner have helped me asked bout specialising in Physiology.
Overall, its low pay and heavy study loans.
So I guess this choice is out. =/

Engineering is not for me.(not what I want!)
So is retaking.
Fed up!
We'll see how.

I need to SCREAMMMM! -ESCAPE?
I need sentosa.I need air hockey!
I need to sleep properly.
I need to make a crucial decision!

this makes me happier!

I wanna smile happily again!

tomorrow will be a better day!

2008-03-03T23:49:00.005+08:00

Its finalised! tt DOOOOM day! =( how BUANG is tt! =[
my brain aint wrking alr. all the nerves seems to be connected wrongly or wadsoever.
Im feeling rather Fnervous!Ica nt imgaine wads gonan happen on fri itself.
All I noe is I need to be happy & feel gd tml, & the day after tml & tml's tml's tml!

2008-02-29T23:46:00.014+08:00

Okay dokey. Im supposed to tidy up my pc.
SP is helping me to reformat my com tml!YAH!thank god tt he's hlping me.
coz my com is too sloooooow slooooow slooow.

I finally got the time and chance to sit down and relieve the old times.
good and bad old golden times. I MISS IT!
can I rewind rewind rewind?!hmmm.
well,maybe its not a good idea too.

Maybe some things arent meant to be left this way.
Sometimes it doesnt help to clear or explain things. coz by then, everything has actually lost its meaning. Its no pt no pt no pt already.
No regrets in whatever I do or decide!

Ok. If u dont understand wad im talking, its ok.
Because u aint supposed to understand! HAHA.

Ok.I really really want to go back to the new prss porlly nxt wk since im freeee.
I just realized how much I miss the(OF COURSE!)teachers and school!=/
(p.s: girls,how abt kongkang for lunch?! and 'now den u noe!"
I wanna see audrey yue.mrs sum.ow kok ming.mrs chua.)

&I really think I got tt really lian look when I take pic in sec sch! haha. sian!
Actually I tink all of us got this same look ok! HAHA.

I was supposed to be in tt pic! HAHA. but where the heck m I?!

Acapella.I'll be there for u!=)

HAH.I dunno which idiot make such an idiotic mistake! =(

My April fools 'gift' from you-know-who-u-are! HAHA.
Based on this pic, I can clearly rmb tt I freaked out & threw my PINK purse on the road!
Tt reminds me that I have yet to pay u back!WINKS!

oh yea.
Some laid back session(much needed!)at sheng tao sha on monday!
Dear Mr Sun, pls be good to us!=)
& I've got a job for 2 days.haha
Im gonna be some sort of photographer at ITE EAST on the 19th and 20th.

Next wk is gonna be a good rest before the BIG day.
I hope it wont get too boring for me.
Or too much(unneccesary) thinking!

I gave running a miss this week.
It will resumes next wk! =) or maybe tml.

NIGHTS TO EVERYONE.
&I miss some of u! =/

2008-02-28T14:31:00.005+08:00

OH MAN.Its the monthly excessive loss of bleed again. =/
Im feeling so weak and ermm uncomfy! ARGH!
Talking, laughing and walking was quite a hassle!
Luckily, Kitkat saved my day!

Tml is the end of my 2mths contract.
I'll definitely miss all of them! =(
I hope they'll like the cheesecake!

Recently, there's some major family politics.
so much so much happened suddenly! oh man.
Now, I see the ugly side of my loved one(s)! >=[
I hope the decision made would be at the best interest of both parties involved.
(dear grandma, pls bless the family! &come come into my dreams.I miss u)

沙漠之狼 M a k i - _ - i a m R a c i s T : zhiyi .eh when ur result out ^^?
zhiyi: hah
zhiyi: next fri? I dunno yet.
沙漠之狼 M a k i - _ - i a m R a c i s T : okie kep finger cross..
zhiyi : =[
沙漠之狼 M a k i - _ - i a m R a c i s T : If gt 1 A i bring u eat ben & Jer k
沙漠之狼 M a k i - _ - i a m R a c i s T : A B B << okie ^^ dont expect high la
沙漠之狼 M a k i - _ - i a m R a c i s T : A B B good liao ba ^^"
zhiyi : HAH
zhiyi : I DUN EVEN TINK I CAN GET B,C Or D

& I've told all my relatives not to call me to ask abt my results!=/

Im waiting fot PJhuman to give me a reply on tt ITE enrolment job!
Man,they've called me twice alr but its all abt admin jobs!
& the committment is 3mths!
And there she goes. asking me abt my future plans. yada yada yada....

I HATE IT HATE IT.
I HATE these uncertainties.
I cant make any decision now! BOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Ok I better TRY to sleep early.
Tml must buy been hoon bf and collect my 3 beloved cheesecakeSSS in the morn!AWESOME!

2008-02-27T10:10:00.000+08:00

2008-02-21T12:21:00.003+08:00

Alrights.I cant believe wad happened ytr night
Hand lotions (squeaked...then... landed)on my face(STUNNED to the MAX!!!) and it was like lip balm on my lips.
WHAT A JOKE SERIOUSLY! HAHA.

And I found a cool place ard my estate to slack/chill.emo.
With Swings, Stars,Seesaw & Swing(chair!)!! =)

I feel been feeling restless and sleepy and KONG lately!
Im like in my own world(or rather dream)! haha. bad
Running later should be able to WAKE me up!haha.

I guess there's nth (GOOD!) much to look forward to
This makes me abit crazy.
I get excited over little stuff(like arcade &even running!) HAHA.

Suddenly,I feel like shopping!
Damn.its a waste tt I didnt get anything on mon!(Coz I dun exactly know what I wanna get!? haha)aiya
Im thinking of getting some farewell gift for my dept.
Any suggestions ppl?

My MJ collegue is leaving with me next fri.
Tt poor girl decided to quit after she broke down just now.
Scary (it woke me up!)!
I felt like an idiot not knowing what to do.
I hope being there for her and a rocher did make her feel better!hmmmm

Its SUSHI(again!) buffet(HAH) this friday with mygirls!=)
oh man. We finally can meet up! Wo deng le hao jiu! boohooo

I'll Live everyday as it is!

2008-02-18T22:55:00.002+08:00

YESS.
Next sat is the LASTDAY of torturous bk scanning!
And its 8am to 5pm & its ard TAMP SAFRA! woohoo. double =)s!

So its back to work again tml!
Im not grumpy already coz today was good!
I did enjoyed myself ! =) haha.
Although we spent alot on food
& my leg is aching from all the walking to find a pair of slippers!! haha.

Ok no news of the release of results yet. hmmmmm.

Oh man. Im having some insonmia nowadays.
I cant sleep until late at night and my body alarm is at 7.40 alr!

Tml's night is date at Mr prata (finally.aft so long)! haha.
fats! shall start running again.4 rounds this time!
prolly wed night!

Alrights my hair is almost dry already! its time to sleep!
Tml must work hard!=)
Must start treasuring my time there alr.
Next fri is my last day! both =) and =(!
haha.& I tink there's some farewell for me.
Going bowling aft wrk on my last day!Hopefully it'll be successful!

I see it coming, yet i dont.

2008-02-11T00:41:00.000+08:00

IM BACK BACK BACK.
Im feeling quite recharged!=)
but not quite ready to start work (esp tt weekend bk scanning!=S)

Anyway...I was wondering wads up tml.
and teehee, I decided to check out my horoscope!HAHA.

Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
The Bottom Line
This is a good day to start anything -- you have some serious can-do energy now.

In Detail
Are you getting nervous about an upcoming event or date? There's no need to worry about your performance in the slightest -- you will do just fine! And while you are wrapping things up on your latest venture, don't forget to think about what you are going to tackle next. This is a good day to start anything -- be it a new relationship, a new book, or a new fitness routine. You have some seriously positive, can-do energy coursing through those veins of yours!

HAHA. seems like tml is a gd day!? haha.(not having to wake up at 7am to rush for wrk makes it a pretty gd day alr! HAHA)
Alright,it might be some i-need-to-burn-off-burns day!

oh man!I miss her! haha.
Anyway,all this are taken at my cousin's wedding buffet.

hey.this is candid! haha. she touched my face suddenly!=)

I miss being her nanny! so so so fun!!!!!!!!!!! haha
I wonder if she misses me! HAHAHAHAH. bhb

2008-02-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS PAY DAY! HAHAHA.

I practised the art of gving today.
I agreed that its better to give than to take. haha.

Withdrawed money & gave my parents an hongbao each.
That feeling was really good. haha.=) FABULOUS!
okay dokey.I've to survive with what's left till early march. hah.

Book scanning and selling hello panda really made me realized the meaning of hard earned money.
But it was good experience! haha. and FUN! =)

My right hand is toned! HAHA.I can feel the muscle.
Credits to the rather heavy scanner (after holding it for 10 hrs. ok minus 1 hr of slack. hah. thats 9 hrs!)
& Blister on my middle finger due to excessive scanning of books.
And I tink im like the only one getting the blister! HAHA.

Met with shushu finally to pass her contacts.
On the way to waffle shop,I was stunned by a (rather cute) guy (milk choco!ewww?? HAHA.sheesh)!
I was busy tidying up my hair.When I looked up, I realized some guy staring at me. DAMNIT gave me a shock.
Not knowing how to react,I jus stared back with a puzzled look!!HAHAHA.
&I cant imagine that this actually lasted for more than a min! HAHAHA.freaky.

someone asked me to teach him how to bake cookies!WHATAJOKE to me!
HAHA.ok maybe he see potential in me! HAHAHA. joke joke joke!
heh.its for his someone!HAHA.so sweet. AWWWWWWW!
SO we're baking on following tue's night!=)
This time,it'll be nicer than the Xmas cookies(I hope!)!!

YESS meeting darling BITCH tml! HAHA.
have to be a good dog tml! HAHA.

P.S: DUCK! GET WELL SOON! dun purposely get more sick ok!so tt u can go back & see that handsome doctor right?!HAHAHA.

Its time for some self reflections this CNY! HAHA.
food(cookies) for thought!
Hah.Perhaps I've been too rude, mean, crude and evil all this while!
hummmmmmmmmm

Alright, time to sleep and read P.S I LOVE YOU!
GOODNIGHT!

Am I giving myself too much excuses?
Or that's just the way it is?
only god knows.

Its just like tatoo! =(

2008-02-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

SICK OF BOOKS!
Work suck. their lunch suck
& their management suck even more, seriously!
it seems like our welfare is not taken care of!
WE ALL SHOULD HAVE GO ON STRIKE JUST NOW ! hah!=S
I just hope tt my guys partners are fun tml just like today!

Luckily, the 2 guys in my group are nonsensical and funny.
So time passes by much faster than I thought.
Checked out interesting book with interesting title like 'the king's Ex".
I guess we're the loudest & slowest(slackest) group.haha.
I like going up tt "CRANE"(HAHA.sharks I forget the name.) its FUN.
& I dun understand why they are so amazed when they saw me up there doing scanning.
do they have any discrimination against girls?they tink we're scared of heights?haha

I had enough enough enough.
.angst.

Its too late
Sometimes a silly part of me just wish that I can swop the "events" to the right timing
But still, I dun regret.

GOODNIGHT!
Tml will be a better day.
I shall promise myself NEVER EVER take bus in the wrong direction or got myself lost again!!!

2008-01-29T10:26:00.000+08:00

IM SO BORED IM SO BORED IM SO BORED
Work is getting boring! DAMN.
Updating the no of clothes for each size and design! =.= (ok I dunno why im using
this "=.=")! haha. basically tts how i look like now! HAHA FUGLY!)
I cant wait i cant wait i cant wait to do addidas linesheet!
Find the pictures online and calculate price.

Ok I hope later my cousin bring me to warehouse and do scanning of barcode.
Pretty much fun although its hot and stuffy there!

AWWWWWWWWW.My toes hurts.
How stupid of me to wear my new shoe when Im gg out with PIG later!

oh yea & I got a job for weekends.
Hopefully, its the morning shift and the graveyard shift! RAWR!

I had a horrendous dream tt night.
Its damn scary! Some kinda terroist attack in s'pore!=[
But in the dream I was safe and with my parents!so it aint tt bad aft all? =/

oh man. Im damn free for CNY.
No work on chu xi and work only resume on chu qi!!( THATS MROE THAN A WK!HAH )
& Everyone started school or work alr!=(
No one can DATE ME DATE ME DATE ME! >={
Im running out of movie to watch alr! Haha

TATATATATATATATATATATA!
I shouldnt entertain & make this BORING thing challenging for myself.

P.S: ANY KIND OR BORED OR SIAN OR I-DUNNO-WADEVA SOUL CAN MSG OR EMAIL ME! haha.

IMPOSSIBLE IS NTH!
-ADDIDAS (HAHA)

PATIENCE

2008-01-25T02:23:00.000+08:00

Work is testing my patience!
DAMNIT!Dunno what tt bloody O's girl doing sia!
SHE'S DAMN 'AWESOME' I TELL U! I BTH! =s
EGS: She cant spell flower. she spelled flover!& necklace became NECKLANCE! AWESOEM AWESOME AWESOME!=S
Now,I have to clear all the shit she've left!
Luckily, my I/c understands 'the situation' or she might tink I took so bloody long to complete a task.
HAH I have to edit wad she did wrongly & do my own task.DAMN!

Last thur, I did an hr of UNPAID OT!
Because I challanged myself to complete my assignment a day before the dateline!=)
Surpisely,my ic told me ITS NOT WORTH MY TIME! HAHAHA. see how nice she is!haha

Oh and I EARNED my own coupons!(if only there's my BONUS!HAH =/)
So whoever wants 20% discount at FOX,ADIDAS,NIKE,G2000 .....can msg me!
I doubt I can finish it! haha.

Ytr night was good! Coz I 'met' many lovely ppl! HAHA. wad a small world(TM!)!
& Pig was so cute(OH GOSH.I cant believe I said tt!) coz she shouted out XIAPA!
which totally shocked both XIAPA & ME! HAHAH. how hilarious!

Bangs was so funny. She though Iw as really gonna faint aft I told her I suddenly felt kinda giddy at Espirit.
& I tink I always act damn bimbotic & VUGLUAR(OHNO!) whenever Im with them.
It all comes out all so naturally! BAD BAD BAD! haha.
Its prolly coz they always use it on me! horhor! HAHA.

Hopefully, redie wont come YET!
u can come on sun(Coz I'll be at hm!! HAHA.
I need to work out in the gym tml! and maybe tanning too!
& maybe I should be nice tml!? HAHA. see how tml!

P.S: Can someone be nice and lend me,PS I LOVE YOU!
because I dun understand tt movie!
HAHA. winks X100000 to BELLE! =)
For now, I'll read the bk my dad recommended me! HAHA.
Its smth abt the difference btw men&women!
COOL!It might 'enlighten' me! HAHA
Or I may become lesbian one day! HAHAHA.who noes......

& sun's ice skating is CANCELLED!=(
Wells,too many ppl cmi! we shall see how!
maybe a weekday dinner next wk aft all of our work!
P.S: CHIN XIAPA U PROMISE TO ORGANISE ONE! pls keep ur promsie!
OR...... HAHA. HEH HEH. HOHOH!

I had crabs and seafood platter and brownie jus now!
It was rather crapping!I mean disappointing!
& I VOMITTED some of my dinner out! UH HAH! shhhh.

oh anyway,I find this queer! HAHA
These days when I argue or reason(more like it) with my mum.
She nvr argue back aggressively like she used to!
& sometimes she even laughed at me.HAH.
Its either she's 'getting lousy' or I'm getting good at reasoning out with her! HAHA.

&&&&& she told my relatives bout my 'DREAM'!
haha. SO PS!had gd and bad comments!
talking abt tt,I learnt smth new today!
bout investments and savings and yada yada from Standard Chart!
It makes me ponder wad my life plan is! ok.
Im 18 alr!I gotta have a rough idea wad I want my life to be like.
Although life is no permanent like the waves rising from the sea
& Im damn apprehensive abt my results!
But it aint gonna stop me from making plans.

alrighty. time to sleep!
HAVE A GOOD REST FRIENDS! =)
see u guys soon!

P.S:BANGS, TAKECARE! CHEER UP K! I'LL BE ARD FOR CHA **! =)
U can call me out if u wanna have some laughs! HAHA.

Whatever our struggles & triumphs, however we may suffer them
all too soon they bleed into a wash like watery ink on paper!

2008-01-16T21:16:00.001+08:00

I just read all my testi or comments!
List of things tt happened which made me laughed (again).
1. I realized I had cong cong(cooked caterpillar I suppose) in my last bowl od soup!It totally spoiled our steamboat expereince!=[
2. Bangs and me laughed at ahbengs at inter when they tried to jump & reach for the poster but failed. And their coins flew out instead!HAHAHA.
3. Fifi and me witnessed tt my bread got 'toasted' under the sun while we were tanning!
4. I forgot to bring calculator for one of the physics paper!& I tink its prelims! HAH AWESOME
5. I BROUGHT MAHJIONG CARDS TO SCHOOL!HAHAHAH. oh man. I cant believe tt!
6. The (MAD) chinese teacher ask me go see doctor!WAD THE HECK. because of some reasons. haha

WEE! Eyecandy and me had a small convo today!HAHAHA.
She's damn mesmerizing!HAHAHA.
[ DAMNIT IM TOO WOMAN TO BE HER BF LA!HAHAHHA.ok im mad.]

Work is driving me crazy!
Its not tt hard but its damn tedious!
Kinda stress man. deadlines deadlines deadlines.
& my eyeballs are popping out.
I swear im the most utilised temp staff!
My usual lunchbreak is only like 30mins when its supposed to be 45mins.
I dun knock off at exactly 6pm.
But I love my collegues! haha.

Today, I had my longest lunch break!HAHA.SHIOK.
& I had yoshi after 10 yrs!=) HAHA.
But I felt quite bad for always being late after being suaned! =/
Ok I'll IMPROVE IMPROVE IMPROVE to let u see!=P HAHA

Im looking forward to the weekends!=)

oh yea.& I promise myself to make myself happy for this one mth.
NO MATTER WHAT! haha.
Its gonna be HELL aft the release of results. =/

Attn: Miss Fifi!
I havent seen u for SOOOOO LONG!We better set a date for our date! HAHA.
So sorry bout tt dinner!

oh and I forgot to talk abt class chalet!
Its much much better than expected! haha.
oh maybe coz I've master the skill of not expecting anything?!(HAHA.ok tts nonsense.)
wolfs.vodkapeach.cai qu.
and IM THE CHAMPION FOR 'BLUFF'! MUHAHAH. Everyone cant believe it esp the guys!Actually I cant believe it either! haha.
But I still dun really understand the 'Wolf' game! haha.

Alrights, Its ice skating next!
Date: 27TH JAN. (NEXT SUNDAY) -changed! not this sat alr!sorry!
Time: Confirm later.
Anyway,so far 6 ppl confirm alr! =) haha.more pls.

Anyway,this part is only for mygirls!
SINGLES OR BANGS+PIG+BIRD!
OHMANOHMANOHMAN!
HELP ME!haha.deep deep shit!
Aiyo.tt XXX. wad wanna fetch me from wrk tml!wad fun!and he's so.......
Wow Ok I can imagine all of u laughing at me!DAMNIT!
oh BLESS ME TML! Im scared! HAHA.
Alrighty, full story when we meet up or msn k!

2008-01-12T01:07:00.000+08:00

scared & lost.( how silly )
Pls guide me.
I need the RIGHT signboard(s)! =z

2008-01-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

E-D-I-T-E-D

FONDUE WAS BLISS.=)
(Insert pic urself!)
It did 84515 times more damange to my throat but I dun care!HAHAHA.
Anyway, I dunno wads wrong man. Having frequent headaches recently aft thesick on sat night!

All was good except they got me a new pet name!
NO, ACTUALLY ALL FOR US GOT A NEW NAME BUT I SWEAR MINE WAS THE BUANG-EST! HAHAHAHA.
NONONO ACTUALLY I STARTED WITH THE PET NAME STUFF!HAHA. BANGS!

& then came the "CH*R-ER-LI SCANDAL with me" OR WADSOEVER incident.
They mentioned it so often and so 'happily(shuang)' till even LaoPoh ask me wads up with me & him! WAD.THE.HECK. haha

We talked non-stop and I tink I embarrassed myself at Ramen-tei by inmitating the werid staff!
Tt woman was serious wierd. She was umchio-ing me when we sat down!
Totally freaks me out! HAHA.After tt she jus continued to be wierd la! HAHA

Celebrated for LAOPOH's belated BIRD-DAY.haha.
Glad tt he's TOUCHED & SURPISED!haha.
We had so much laugh with their not-so-clean-&-decent jokes!haha
THANKS THANKS THANKS 'PLAYGROUND'! HAHA.
(Insert picS for urself, BANGS + BIRD +PIG!) =P

oh look at this! HAHAHA.

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HAHAHA.YESH!=)

Ok Im getting a lil tiny beeny excited for fri night!
YESS 06S27 CHALET! =)
its been long! I miss all of their faces! ESP SSG GIRLS!!!Allt he animals! HAHAA
Even those I-used-to-dun-care faces and people! HAHAHAHA KIDDING! SO RUDE!
& Im gonna 'bastard' my job for ONCE!(SORRY!! =/ how unfaithful of me!=(.)

Alright GTG SLEEP.
GONNA SPEND ALL MY DAY TML WITH DEAR EXCEL DARLING AGAIN! =/
&IM DEPRIVED OF TALKING! HAHA.
OUT OF 8 HRS I TALKED AND LAUGHED(I mean Those u-re-happy kinda laugh & not those oh-man-i-m-stressed-&-sstrucked laugh!Which usu happens btw my i/c & I! In the end, it became quite hilarious! coz I tink we both look stressed up mad.haha) FOR AN HR ONLY!
HOW CAN???

oh yeah IM rather CONTENT TODAY! =)

2008-01-07T20:33:00.000+08:00

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.!

Its rather true! (I dun mean THE GREAT KISSER aprt ok!HAHAH.)

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

HAHAH. not bad .Some quite true also! haha.

2008-01-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

Im so glad tt I felt strong this time.

In face with situation like this, u just have to make sure that u grow stronger.
U definitely cant change the situation or anything about it, but u can change the way u handle ur emotions.
this'll make ur life much less unhappy.

I know this is gonna make a drastic impact in my life.
wells. Im coping with it...
On a lighter note, I noe its gonna make me stronger!

2008-01-03T10:07:00.000+08:00

MORNING EVERYONE!
Hah I bet a lot of ppl's still sleeping soundly.SLURP! haha
& Im wrking my ass and brain off.
haha. die la de la die la. Im trying to recall how to do the Pumpkins Patch newsletter!
Wads up with the top 10 buy man! aiyo.
Hopefully, Im on the right track!

Wow,I wish I can wrk under Topshop's sales planning instead.
I can relate better to their clothes than the kids clothes over here.(not tt they are ugly la its jus tt I cant wear them! SIAN!haha)
Then can see which are their best sellers & all the figures! haha.
ok DREAM ON ...................

I like the collegues here! Everyone's so friendly & smiley!=)
Its a good place to gain experience with this gd learning environment!
BUT BUT BUT its NOT a gd place to earn money for sure! HAHA.
Oh yea I'll be spending like almost 1/5 of my pay on transport! >=(
I really need to SAVE SAVE SAVE to survive on my own!haha
SO NO Arena & NO gray conatct lenses for me!=[

Wow luckily someone tune in the radio!I didnt noe Class95 rocks so much! nice songs!=)
If not i'll doze off again like ytr! HAHA. SHHHH.

Anyway anyway, Im interested in this girl in my office!HAHAHA
She's damn pretty & style! HAHHAA. she's way too attractive man!!HAHHAA SIAO SIAO SIAO
& u know wad everyone here dress v nicely as in style nto formal type! haha.
Its so unlike the coporate level.
Now I have to put in more effort in dressing up to wrk! yawns

I kinda miss reading geiko! haha. Im addicted to it alr!
Its getting more interesting now!
haha.If u're wondering wads geiko, its Memoirs of Geisha la! haha

Alrights I've talked enough nonsense to make myself more awake!
tata!I still have 3 addidas report to be completed by today!(ok on the bright side, at least its addidas & not some ahlang brand!)HOW AWESOME IS THAT!
oh gd luck baby! HAH
BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2008-01-01T20:23:00.000+08:00

OLE LE OLA LA! YESSSS!
YEAR 2007 HAVE FINALLY CAME TO AN END!
AWESOME! BRILLANT! WONDERFUL! HEH! =)
Im welcoming YEAR 2008 with open arms! HAHAHA
Its gonna be A BRAND NEW START!

New Year Eve was better than expected!
It was spent with unexpected group of ppl at my hse! haha. But it was good!
I laughed so much till I felt like all the vodka and food are coming out!
HAHAHAHA.& Its all Sk's fault and his 'DONT matter!" which I attempted to correct the whole night but to no avail!
I swear tt sk was really funny!how he laughed and speak is just beyond description!

Mahjionged,tried instant pasta ,ra-wadeva burger, drank COKE+LIME vodka (not drunk though) and chatted.

Slept at 8am this morning & woke up at 11am to 'send them off'!
Went back to sleep and woke up at 4pm! AWESOME!
So 010108 was spent slping & reading geiko!HAHAHA.
Im not even halfway through the book! jiayou jiayou!

Tml is gonna be the start of my work as a Temporary Merchansing Assistant!
Im kinda looking forward to this new experience!
BUT Its gonna be lunch alone again tml!=( haha.
Alrighty, I need to sleep early tonight so tt I'll be at my best to absorb & learn new things!=]

LASTLY. A SHOUT OUT TO ALL OF MY DEAREST FRIENDS OUT THERE OR HERE READING!
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING TT U PPL HAVE DONE FOR ME IN A WAY OR ANOTHER!=)
U're greatly appreciated!
oh yea yea and I also wanna apologize IF IF I've said or done that hurt ur feelings!

& to the sadly-not-so-close-anymore friends,dun worry u're not forgotten!
I still wanna say THANKS FOR LEAVING FOOTPRINTS IN MY LIFE!

Its worth learning from both the good and bad!
But I'll remember all the good & forget all about the bad!=)

Ok for YEAR 2008.
I MUST MUST learn not to expect things!
Just accept things as it comes along!=)

2007-12-30T00:01:00.000+08:00

Today,I was molested by some JACKASS BASTARD! =(
TMD!His arm hit & brushed my ass! =[
Gave me a shock & I blamed myself for being too stunned to react!
I should have screamed at him or make sure he roll down the stairs!

Ytr,I ate 2kg of chicken at seoul garden!haha.KIDDING!
but it was an AWESOME night and its so romantic(AWW)ok!HAHAHA
GEE.We sang by the Esplanade with a melon playing the guitar!haha.
Deep down ,my heart, I smiled wholeheartedly!& It made me missed those good old times more!
Everyime we meet we nvr failed to talk abt the same old story over and over again! haha. But it's always as entertaining as ever!=D HAHAH.
They actually made me realized how happy(or rather CRAZY) I used to be!
I cant imagine tt I could actually laugh for 45mins non-stop!OH MAN OH MAN OH MAN.hahaha.
I really love the idea that no matter how the world changed or how much we all changed,
all of us can still chat,bitch & laugh like how we used! =)
takecare guys! =) DO KEEP IN TOUCH! =D

Man Im so lucky that I didnt drink ytr!
or I'll be dead by now.
Reddie is making me wierd & all the zits! aiyo.
& I really feel like gg to the beach and sit by the seashore!
I miss watching the waves and the sound of nature! >=(
I shall go there later- IN MY DREAMS! HAHA

Im currently in love with "NO ONE!" haha.
I listen to it more than 5 times a day!=)

IM CRAZY OVER KIMCHI AND KOREAN FOOD! haha.
tml is gonna be town AGAIN! VOMITS! hahaha.
Maybe I should leave my atm card at hm! HEH.

oh yea YEAR2007 is coming to an end!AWESOME =S
Its time to sit down & do some reflection.
I believe 2008 will be a better year! =)

die la die la.
she makes me feel SPECIAL! HAHA. HOW?!
HAHAHAHHA GOSH I sounded wrong! Like like Im in a GGR!HAHAHAHA sheesh

anyw anyw,rumours spread real FAST! hah.
faster and more 'efficient' than u'd imagined!

2007-12-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

HEY MY GALS! KEEP THIS OK! HAHAHA.Sorry if urs ALPHABETS was broken! haha.
hope u girls like my small DIY xmas present!
This yr, Xmas celeb was rather memorable. simple yet AWESOME! haha. =)
see u babes on the FIRST DAY OF 2008! haha

Santa have been quite good to me this xmas!
I ought to be satisified! =)

2007-12-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

EAT.EXERCISE.FUN.LAUGH.PHOTOS!
hahah.SUPERB! =)
THANKS BOTH HEALTHY & UNHEALTHY GIRLS FOR TODAY!=P
Its been some time since I had so many fun & laughter! haha.

Alrights. 34min of treadmill today!good start!
haha.2.76km covered!WOOHOOO
another session on Sun morning!
Im rather motivated this time!
Lets gym 2 times a wk (U HEAR ME ???FIFI AND SHUSHU! HAHA)
I wanna see the effect of it!haha.

BUT BUT BUT. we also ate like CRAZY!
haha. high sugar & fats & carbo food!SINFUL!
We had bubble tea, bread,chicken rice,double choco cookies,KFC, spicy fries....
OH MY GOSH. hahaha. [nvm la hor?! =S ]

die la. I jus noe tt there'll be Family Xmas dinenr on 25th dec! dinner at 85 how?!=[

alrighty, PHOTOS OF TODAY.

The Bakers!

dont u tink it looks pretty? HAH. but it's a diff story aft baking! HAHA.

Here's the PROOF! HAHAHA. HORRENDOUS!

SHE LOVES BLACK

BUT NOT ME! ( HAHAH NO OFFENCE!)

another look STUNNED! HAHA

heh heh! Lets see how my hardwork (according to fifi, its 15mins per heart!) will turn out to be?

not bad right?! HAHA.

HAHAHAHA.SHUSHU DUN KILL ME!

dun u tink she's too hungry? hmmmm

I still dun understand why Fifi find this CUTE! haha. its BACON STRIP TO HER!
HAHAH. ITS CHAO TA YOU TIAN TO ME?! =P

MY FAV HEART COOKIE! haha.

Thats all for tonight!? haha.
NIGHTS! tata!

Sadly , forever and ever only happens in fairytale?

2007-12-21T00:35:00.000+08:00

M i dying? HAHAHA. RANDOM!
but my hair's dropping like nobody's business!>=(

OK ANYWAY, Im blogging because IM EXCITED!the 3 of us ARE EXCITED =D
Tml we're gg to bake and GYM! YEAH GYM!
hahahhaha. Ever since the end of A's, I say i wanna wrk out for prom.
but..... hahahaha. u know I know la =S
so ITS TIME TO DO SMTH ABT IT, since im so FREE now!haha.

Today,I did some pretty productive stuff.
I organised and catagorised my stuff alr.
Ok,it seems like Im totally prepared to retake my A's.
I actually took the effort to note down impt stuff in my notebk & Im gg to file them out nicely. so tt IF (CHOI CHOI) den I dun have to waste time to sort it out again.
I even plan to do some organic chem and maths! HAHAHA. TINK ONLY LA.
C'mon ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS, zhiyi! haha. we shall see!

oh & I finally started reading!
& I've confident tt i'll FINISHED the WHOLE bk! HAHA.

&&& I've satrted my v oldsch cinderella diary! haha.
This afternoon,I wrote my first post in there (the last time was when i was in pri sch!)because there was too much on my mind!
Tt diary've been with me since since since like 10 yrs ago?haha.
haha. i tink it was my p2 bday present from my beloved tuition teacher. =)

Hah. I jus realised I need at least $60k to tour the whole wide world! HOW COOL! haha

oh anyway, from shuyun's blog:
'The service at Marina Square's S*cr*t Rec*ipe is bad, bad, bad. The waiter took quite long to process my order and serve the food. ZY was super pissed, then she insisted on filling up the suggestion form. HA. She's funny.'

HAHAH. HELLOOO I WASNT PISSED. hahaha. jus unsatisfied?! =p HAHAHA.
anyway, i was too bored and free la! =P
& I suddenly rmbed bout BELLE's drink incident! haha. den I became alil impulsive so I decided to check out their suggestion form!
HAHAHHA. BELLE U KNOW WAD? I also HELPED U FILLED IN ONE TOO! HAHAHA.
Under others I wrote: one of your stuff dont understand eng! =S HAHAHA. EVIL! but true ok!=P
& u noe wad i tink the suggestion letterbox was pretty packed!
hahah. u get wad I mean? =P HAHA

2007-12-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

woot. this is my 300th post!
HAPPY 300TH! hah.

HELLO BELLE. I wanna tell u tt I also finished watching Romantic Princess alr!=P haha.& It set me thinking! hahah. did u?
& Sorry Em Em I havent reply tt email. I hope u read this. haha.
I dunno how to start man. ok. but I do agree with wad u mentioned.
Perhaps 'Theproblem' have always been there? haha.
this invisible barrier btw all of us have to be broken!
& Im gonna tell all of u all that 25th dec is the day!=)

alrights, I seriously need to do my own accounting! haha.
& yeah the digits in my acocunt is GROOWING. woohoo.
Finally, Im getting the returns from all the part time jobs!

Today,it was my last day working under jennifer. >=(
It was a great experience and she actually said tt she learnt smth from me!
HAHA. how cool is tt!?
& what I 'taught' her was what I learnt 2 yrs ago as admin assistant at wingtai!
It was really nice meeting them. haha. knowing people from all walks of life? haha.
& their story. Its so classical yet true! haha
awww I'll miss them! haha.

Lots to say & update but Im too lazy .......
oh wells, something's _ _ _ _ _ _ _ !!
aiyo aiyo aiyooooooooo >=( haha

Life is short! By wasting time, u're making ur life shorter!

2007-12-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

TEEHEE.
Here's a peek of how I look like now? haha.
JUST IN CASE, any of u miss my face?! HAHA. kidding!
wow the worst comment came from my 'dearest' cousin, she said " OMG zhiyi. u look AWFUL in this hairstyle!" HAHAHA. WAD THE HECK! SMACK HER PI GU! >=)

Anyway, Im 'seasonsed' to it alr!
& in fact Im starting to like it? HAHA.
So I dun care whatever others comment alr!? =P

Today,I recevied a sweet(paper) cake and present from shushu!HAHA.THANKS!!!
& it made me realized how lazy I've became.
When I was younger, I enjoyed doing handicraft and DIY stuff like cards & some nonsenses. haha.
Now, I've become such a lazybum who slack ard! this is BAD BAD BAD.
maybe this Xmas season I should start doing some Xmas cards and bake cookies!=)

I hope tt "money sucker" recruit express will call me tml to offer me jobs! haha.
or i'll be damn free for the rest of dec!

AHHH. I NEED TO CLEAN MY study ROOM. so many passerby (ants) EWWWS.

Gong zhu xiao mei makes me happy! haha.=)

YAH. I cant wait for next sat to come! HAHA. having some cousin Xmas gathering!
i'll be helping out to ... SHOP for ingredients! =) COOL. HAHA.
oh wells,I'll be the youngest over there! haha.

& Xmas should be spend watching secrets and den dinner at 85 with thegirls(havent seen them for eons! >=( anyway, hope u girls did well for the term test!haha.)!
SOTONG & GREENTEA TANGYUAN!! haha.
omg. u noe I dreamt tt I went 85 for green tea tang yuan !HAHAHA.SO FUNNY. stupid cravings!
i tink im crazy!haha

alrighty.
Tml is gonna be a long long day.
Hopefully, I can collect cheque from MLP before I head to Fremantle for 'sai kang'.
[ OMG. my bank a/c balance broke record! HAHA.ITS AT ITS LOWEST ! =( I need sugar MUMMY! HAHAHA. =s ]
Im gg to sign 2mths contract at winsland hse aft tt.
YAH. Can see all my ex collegues and some catching up dinner aft tt!=) haha.

NIGHTS. =)

2007-12-11T18:32:00.000+08:00

hi Im BACK!
The trip was rather good! haha. much much better than expected.
Handsome nephew was at hm! so I got to be his babysitter!=) haha.
He's so cute and funny but can be so pervertic la! hahah.
He laugh at the smallest thing! oh man,I'll miss his laughter!haha.

Anyway,it was quite a fruitful trip.
Got a new hairstyle which SUCKS! =( haha.
mum & cousin say its nice but its so KONG to me! oh dear!I dun like it!
Im sure Shun ping and maybe even "stranger" will laugh at me!
=( NVM. by the time I meet them, hopefully my hair will grow longer & be more "xiang yang"!? HAHA.
Then I'll go Pointers and let Simon cut my hair!

Had plenty of family time!haha.we talked all sorts of nonsense.
Finally, my parents & I are back on talking terms!U noe the past wks were SUCKY with cold war.=( haha.yah its over!=)
& Every night i mahjiong til 3am! oh man. panda!
oh & ytr night I had a horrible dream! I dreamt tt I was late for A's GP!
8.20am supposed to reach sch but I woke up at 8.20am instead! HAHAHA.terrible.

Ok.work tml! hope its not too sai kang!haha.
YESSSS. I cant wait to see duck tml & her new hairstyle!
I HOPE SHE WONT LAUGH AT MINE OR I'LL SLAP HER! =P
haha. Anyway,
& XIABA!: I MISS U TOO!next wk free?! maybe we gg ice skating eh!! ON?haha.horse and "loser" can. EH & RMB TO KEEP UR 1st /2ND WEEKEND OF JAN FREE! CLASS CHALET!haha.
&WEILIN: WHERE ARE U huh?! haha.1st or 2nd jan CLASS CHALET!haha
& wormy: hope u having a gd time there!MISS ME aLRIGHT!haha.cpz im missing u alr! hahaha.=s yea & I've got tons to update u!=/ haha. call me when u're back!Then we can watch carolling tgt!=) so sweet! HAHA.=)

oh & TMD!h ahahhaha. tt GERALD GOH SI MA! hahaha.I just saw his friendster caption of our pic taken during prom!
Guess wad he put ?! " the amusement in my tpjc life HAHA.."
HAHAHHA.WAD THE HECK! TMD THE NXT TIME I SEE HIM HE'S GONNA DIE!

takecare readers!=)

2007-12-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

oh come on. I can handle all this (shit.)

A problem wont be called one if it can be solved.
So its ok if it cant be solved.=)
I jus gotta make the best out of it, isnt it.
and most imptly, dun forget to BEHAPPY yea. hah.
Dont wallow in self-pity ! its bad bad bad!

tml will be a better day!

oh yea. I cant wait for NaX gathering on 28th!
finally one aft eons! hah.
Maybe we can try acapell-ing "why do fools fall in love" HAHAH.& "only you"!?
&& Christmas outing with thegirls! =)

2007-12-01T00:29:00.000+08:00

After a wk of high class security guard at Asian Tv forum,it has came to an end!haha.
It was an enriching experience? haha.
Now I know how "ahlang" shangri-la hotel is! haha.
Because of tt our job consisted of closing the lift door too! awesome!haha.
Its kinda good in a way coz partner and me didnt wanna close the door for a v v GL spainish lady! HAHA. she's damn pissed off la.she kinda lose her cool (again,the 3 men in the same lift stared at her!HAHAHA. so funny! oppps.
But she's kinda pretty!she's got a unique look. HAHA. awww.
hahaha.anyway, these few days its been good coz there are a couple of pretty woman! they certainly dun look like their age! =) haha.oh and a few handsome ones?
& partner and me were goggling at one of the lady's boob! AHHAHA. damn damn ****! =S HAHA.

After combing town everyday after wrk, Im finally done and prepared for prom night!
Woot cool! haha.thanks to those who accompanied me around!(u noe who u all are)
=)tired yet fun. haha.
oh yea and I've got a pretty "cute" video with me! MUHAHHA. winks haha
oh wait. I havent decide where to style my hair! ahhh.
kimage or hairplus?! kinda ex leh.
oh man.deficit! haha. have to wait 2 wks for my pay!man

I didnt even expect myself to be "involved" in this. hah.
Wad should I do? so so complicating.
On the other hand, things aint tt bad or complicated afterall? hah. I DUNNOOOO.

Gotta tink wad to do after prom man if not I'll have silly thoughts again!
& those post alevel trauma!hah.
So its like a mth before my sales planning wrk start!
For now, I feel like :
ice skating
cycling
watch secret
learn swimming (get over tt fear!)
pack my room! (hah. havent spend time with them since 22thnov!)

ok. I'll be away this weekend for some peace! haha.
Mahjiong. karaoke. family time! and some (emo) night with shandy?hahaha.
oh how I can forget those seafood waiting for me! yum yum! haha.
Hey if any of u miss me, leave me a text? haha. prolly I hve roaming. haha.
ciao!

Pictures
SSG's SURPISE! =)

A picture of me and the surpise! haha.

in the land of cherry & red telephones

look at her!she's so evil!haha.she wanted to hit me!=( haha u got caught!

Thegirls who made it possible!=) THANKS ALOT ALOT!

not forgotting grp pic!

GONG'S BDAY CELEB AT NOBLE HOUSE

my v v zilian cousin and me. she's a zillion times worse than me ok! HAHA. =S

this picture captures all the GOH's granddaughters!=)

family photo

Town to find prom dress.

Work.
anyway, so many ex TPJC-ians wrking in the exhibtion la! haha. Wad a small world

oh yea. I spotted a bitch! HAHA. she's "wrkin" as the acting crowd!
which involves sit,talk and drink 3 cocktail!

A picture of my partner at our booth! haha. lvl 5!=)

This is how we usually commnuicate! I'll miss it? haha.

oh yea yea.how can I forgot bout Kbox! haha.
firstly is the AH SIAOS! haha

I can do anything but jus not wad mary did!haha

oldschool

oldman(?) HAHA

oh sharks.I cant find a group pic! ahha. eh do we even hve one?

2007-11-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

EDITED

OMG. TODAY WAS AN AWESOME DAY!=)))))))))))))))))))
hahahhahah. damn damn good!
So happy den I finally got the mood to blog!
if if only everyday is like this!HAHAHAHHA. =D

anyw,my darling(pukes!HAHA) & I went to wrk today.
Luckily,our wrking partner was a friendly guy.
It was alright other than the last part when they gave us some shit wrk!
we supposed to end wrk at 6 but ended at 7.30 instead!

haha. so there was a SURPISE waiting for me!weee
my darling was such a bad and poor actress! hahaha.
She cant act for nuts!hahaha
haha. I actually suspected smth fishy because im a smart girl! HAHA. =S
anyway, its was really really sweet!
I kinda got a shock when I saw wl and xiapa at Expo control station!! =D
hahahha.Anyways,its been donkeys yrs since theSTEALSOUPgirls finally get to go out tgt! =)
It was to Swensens for dinner!
full full full.
( anyway,we spent half of our pay on dinner! =( )
buts its all worth it with the company!=)

Then they pian me to viewing mall.
at first,I was pushing darling on the trolley den susan say she wanna pushed me.
So when I reached the viewing mall.
OMG I SAW CHIN AND WL THERE! HAHAHHA.they were supposed to be shitting in toilet ok! =P
THEY STARTING SINGING BDAY SONG DAMN LOUDLY(viewing mall was damn peaceful at first!)
OMG. DAMN FUNNNY.HAHAHHAHA.
HAHA. & I WAS ON THE TROLLEY LOOKING DAMN STUNNED & everyone there stared at me! =O
we took lots of pics! haha.
played there like some kids. good excerise!hahaha
and tt darling ran ard w/o shoes ard the seats! HOW HOW DIRTY. EEEEEKWS.HAHAHHA.
oh and I spotted a orange lady with her orange "mosquito net"! inside joke!HAHAHA.=S

They gave me ah ahbunehneh~ vb! HAHAHA. wow. my first expression when I saw it was "OMG. VB. OMG SO AH BU NEH NEH!" HAHAHA".haha.eh girls, buy me beach vb khakis too!?=P hahah.
Anyway. thanks a zillion!

Today,I got another shock in the morn.I saw XXXXXX blog with my sec sch pic!
OMG. SO HILARIOUS! I couldnt stop laughing! so unglam la! HAHHAH.
good old times. I miss it like madd.
HEY YOU, WATCH OUT OK! post such ugly pic of me! HAHAHAHHA. u noe who u're! HEH HEH.
Im gonna find ur FISHBALL PIC! WAHAHHAHAHA. =P

2007-11-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

OH MAN. I FEEL SO THREATENED!
AHAHHAHHA. DAMNNIT.

MARY SEE U GOING TO SEND THEM THE VIDEO OF ME?! OMG.
My just wake-up, kong look and "yellow outfit"?!SHARKSSSS.
eh eh can send ME ONLY?! HAHAHHA. PULEASEEE =)
oh yah. thanks girls for the effort.it was REALLY touching!
total surpise! =D

hahahah. and LAO CHEN! U SO CUTE HUH?!
ahhahahha.worry so much.
alrights.HAHA. u neo wad? I do worry bout tt at time too! hahah.
eh DUN FRET! we can get married tgt IF IF IF......
HAHAHAH.

Loves to EmEm,bellebelle,lao ahchen(=PHAHA) and Mary seeeeeeeeeeeeee =)

2007-11-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

oh yea 2 more papers to go!

I really cant wait to go sheng tao sa with my girls! =D
I'll give u a call Mr SUNNY SUN to wake u up!=)

I figured I had so much to think abt about A's.
Abt the future.
o yeah, u noe wad I cant see any future now =S

Come on, I really ought to be more emotionally and spiritually strong and stronger...
sometimes I feel.... bahh. I dunno?

And Escape theme park,anyone?
random but i really feel like letting it all out. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Secretly its eating me up inside.I hate it!

eh u was it a ride on a roller-coaster?

LIVE IN THE MOMENT.
DUN FRET ABT THE FUTURE.
Get this in pls,brain.

2007-11-05T13:15:00.000+08:00

Ever since the start of A level, the paper nvr fails to make me feel lost.
After hrs, I just dunno wad to do!
I always have to pick and find myself back all over again from the emotional turmoil and ordeal.

So much for wanting to forget, I tried to sleep or take a nap.
I dun wanna cry.For I know its a total waste of my time and energy. I cant afford it!
And it would mean that im defeated which is extremely bad for now.
So much for wanting to keep it inside, it actually burst out today.
and I didnt expected it either.
Now, I feel defeated and threatened.
Feeling even more lost................................