Seems like most of us are affected by the results.
While others thought its a ok thing since life is full of setbacks.. yada yada yada.

I tot I was ok with the result
UNTIL.....
I heard the recordings.

& Its funny when Dixon told me tt couldnt bring himself to listen to the whole 3 songs.=/
So I guess I was brave enough to listen to it TWICE.
But the aftermath was crazy.......

Tue morn suck.
Tue nite suck.
Wed suck.
Im sorry jl tt I "ps-ed" u this morning!
BUT I SWEAR I TOT ITS FRI! forgive me, will u?!

Luckily, fi and a tub of B&J choco fudge brownie saved my day!
& not forgetting darling belle!
thanks for being my listening ear & all those rantings!

& It didnt help when I was labelled as stupid and stuff at the "right" pt of time huh.
It just made me felt worse.

P.S: Sorry to my classmates and friends if my face and attitude suck today.
I just need TIME to loosen up & get over it.
& thanks for those who are there.

Im feeling LOST again.
& I just HATE IT.
I just cant concentrate.


Tml shall be a NEW day.





So what if we broke the school's record with more than 2 decades of Gold medal.
So what if most of the conductors were shocked tt we got a silver
So what if other Jc's/we/I tink we deserve better
So what if sometimes I tink we deserve tt silver
So what if tt wasnt wad we expected/ wanted.
SO WHAT.

For ITS OVER.
We need to get on our feet & anticipate in what seems like foggy.
We need time but we cant take too long.




Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by tears to see life with a clearer view again.