So many things happened
& sadly, most of it are worrying stuff.
Firstly, I couldnt make it to songfest!!
I was damn sad. So amny ppl I wanna watch & give my support!
Luckily jl hlped passthe roses to them!
Anway, THANKS to Cheryl, Jl & susan who calmed me down on thu
Blood donating was definitely scarier than what I tot I'll be!
BUT I managed to save 2 lives. CHEERS =)
& The response was much much better than what I tot!
Ytr night was as horrendous as nightmare.
Woke up with my eyelid > or = to the size of my eyes.
Luckily,Jl was ard.
Sorry gal
Our plan was spoilt
& sorry if I've made u feel scared & helpless.
Thanks for everything. =)
After all these dramatic days.
I've learnt alot.
I've learnt how impt family is
How I should spend more time & treasure them.
How I wanna keep & love my wonderful cousins.
& how I should be stronger.
& how I feels to be the only child & having to handle these matters alone
& how ...........................
I've come to a pt & accept tt god wants me to go thr those stuff that happened
Because he wants me to learn these valuable lessons before its too late.
Suddenly, Im looking forward to the day when Im able to accept jesus.
& When I can attend church & able to commit to it.
& to belle: PLS takecare. Im sorry If u feel tt I could have been a better friend by supporting u & not being sympathetic . But I really dunno how to bring myself to do tt this time. No matter what I'll still be ard for u even though I noe I wont be much of a help & u may not even wanna confide in me. Im sorry.
Its true tt Im weak. =(