DAddy saved me.I killed a lizard jus now when attempting to get a pack of maggie.Was horrified when I saw this lizard at the side of the door,my immediate reaction was slamming the door.And the poor lizard head got stucked at the edge.hah.I struggled to be alive.It even managed to turn his head.Anyway,It suffocated.Horrible death because of Horrible me.=/

Had crazy and spastic neoprint-taking with E.A.I.Spent 10 bucks on it.heh.sheer madness.Luckily,XinEr was at hm.If not our plan will be ruined again.I dunno y I teared alil when I saw XinEr's omfg-y-are-u-all-here-with-my-birthday-cake face at the door.Hah.I didnt dunno y.How can I be so silly?Im glad tt everything iz kinda settled now.Yeppss.I hope its a FULL STOP now.Lets put this incident down yea? No matter wad,nxt time dun mention bout it alr.**PEACE

Chatted on the bus wif EAI.And belle suddenly toked bout friendship and stuff.Yepps.And Emily mentioned bout her frenz sec frenz like how close and united they are and stuff.I realized theres smth so wrong bout our grp long ago.Sigh.Ignorance iz Bliss-I nvr want to mention it.I dunno wad I can do abt it.I cant change you,u cant change me.Our opinions crashed.And I jus simply HATE IT esp when tts nth i can do bout it.

Soemone tell me "Wads friendship?"
Sacrfices?Understanding?Trust?
To me,
Bestie are someone who you
hold hands with and go shopping.
laugh at the silly things u babes do tgt.
Laugh at each other
Bitch bout everything
and nvr afraid tt wad u said would be spread
Feel Comfy with

had some kinda telepathy-same opnions

give i n to
Noe they are always be there in times of hlp
Nvr be afraid to tell wad u feel wholeheartedly
Doing things for them w/o expecting anything in return.
Feel Being appreciated
know u are not being taken for granted.Nvr bad mouth to even other good frenz.
Accept their flaws and dont complain to anyone.
or maybe once in a blue moon to ur daddy/mummy when its up ur limit.
Can be a part of u.

Some friends are jus friends u laughed wif.
But they are not necessary ur true bestie though u v much enjoyed tt company.
For they picked on ur wrongdoings and bitch among themselves.
This iz totally not my definition of bestie.

my silence was my self-defence.

Jiaxi iz right.
I onli haf few good frenz.
Few- I would regard as my close ones.
mayeb I expect too muchie.




Today.I also learnt.
The reason Y u chose to be silent.
Ignorance iz bliss to u.
I doesnt mean u dun care.
Its hurtful to realze now.-ifnotiwouldhafholdon
But,Ill face it.
We'rejusnotmeanttobetgt.
TTS IT.

rawrrs.