haiz...Felt so weak ytr...Feel like dying and varnishing...I'm so tired...Dun feel like doin anything except hiding in moi blanket and hugged z.X n grey rabbit tightly...Sound so kidish...=X I mISS Grace...When can she be back by moi side again? I miss her company...Though i'm well-prepared 4 thiz ending but in fact i'm actually not prepared at all...Guess i noe wad i'm doin but dunno wad i'm thinking...felt so nUmb...I dunno wad's wrong wif mi...MAybe even mi also can't face e reality...Wadeva it iz..I wanna be happy againz...Cant describe moi feelings...1 yr 1 mth n 1 day passed so faSt...
Saw soOo many sweEt couples nowadays...Some are newly?Made mi xin suan onli...All i can do iz distract myself and looked at other stUffS...haiz...*Envy*
I've to pick myself up soon...Like wad some1 told mi at e airport...a kid fall and he will learn to stand up and even run...my O's realli near...50+dayz onli??I'm v worried...I realli dun feel like studying..i can't fOcus now...Feelin sad and irritated at most times...I'm afraid time to face O's...Its so scary...
Anywayz,i got back my CA card today..was more bloody den last term...but moi aMathS,Chem,Hist. improved ...And Physics results dropped drastically...y my sci alwayz like tt de..can't balance! grrr...
Walked in the rain thiz afternoon...kinda fun...v long nvr walked in the rain le...WEnt to eat at KFC and brough a BIG heart choker...den went back to school to watch the singing competition!Most ppl sang quite well...its not realli not easy to hold a mike and sing infront of soooOo many ppl...You guys are fantastics!Hope Emily and yanting will get in...